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this new year its like,
too much things going on...
i've tried to break through myself,
but i'm sorry too cuz i drag you in this,
which makes you so unhappy...

no worries,
no matter how is it,
i'll try my best to learn,
only do for the way i feel that it's right,
at least i'll help you to get back the cost you've gave out...

perhaps different people has different thinking,
for some reasons i think that some ways people do it doesnt match with our thoughts,
which makes us doubt by involving ourselves in this,
however,
the only thing i must tell myself,
the reason i do this its for my family,
and i hope u'll understand,
the day i decide to let you know what am i doing,
it's not that i want to take anything from you,
it's because i trust you...
and i felt guilty that you're so so depressed about it...

no worries,
i'll pratice more,
i'll do my best...

again,
forgive me...

love ya!