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Im still standing here, the same time inspiring others

sometimes i never thought that stories of mine would inspire others
would charge up others
would motivate others
thanks to my partner Jonny
you're always the friendly coach of mine
haha
I thought i cant stand it any longer
in fact im so clear that what i want
it's either i get to do what i'm interested without worries
or study for 5 years and come back Msia with better income
or do what i wanna do and die poor
i've just gonna make my choice
it's still my life anyway
im thankful that i'm still standing here
im thankful for those who stands beside me
im thankful for that cherry who always be there by my side
im thankful
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when i realised!

tuut...
went for a cheated guitar lesson for 1 month,
but i did like the guitar teacher a lot,
Mr.J-son.

that month i was thinking,
i thought i would just quickly finish that guitar lesson in that centre and quickly ran off,
after all i thought that maybe i would only wna learn guitar for fun,
but after a long thought for myself,
i would really wanna involve myself in contemporary music,
*not classical dead ones*
but what makes myself to hold back is actually my own attitude,
which i only want me myself to support me in music
which makes me feel guilty all the time,
and mr Aw feels weird all the time...

he always says:
"you're thinking too much, just go for it!"
"no, it's expensive and i dont wna spend mum's money on it!"
"......"
".......... what?"
"go talk about it to your mum first!"

in fact my mum said,
"u like it? go for it la! i'll buy u a guitar as present"

=.= i know, i've been thinking a lot,
i know, i always wanted to be independent,
in fact i dont use money wisely all the time...

lol...
okay alright ohwell,
i'll just go for it i guess~

youngest sis is learning hew own,
so i wanna learn the basics steps one and continue to learn from mr J-son,
i would really hope that i could have a chance to visit my friend's studio sometimes,

^^ earn hard! play hard!
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有你真好

如今
不再是我一个人在拼
不再是我一个人在扛
不再是我一个人在过
只因有你在
有你真好
以前的那一年
那时已经感受得到
只因自己还不确定
加上自己贪新鲜
很容易被新事物牵引掉
你仍然还在保持着沉默
默默付出
被你那份坚持有所感动
被你那份勇气有所打动
知道你的突破是不易而来
也知道多半是为了我吧? :)
往往到某些事情发生以后
在自己情绪最低落的时候
才察觉到自己真正的心情
但想到那时已经疏远的感觉
只好否定自己
不想复杂化了
曾有一阵子
没有勇气踏出那一步
害怕拥有而失去的那种感觉
宁愿维持着现状
在自己需要的时候期待能有你的出现
但现在已迎刃而解了吧?
有你真好
我是那么认为的
也许你太过了解了吧?
在你身上藏不到我的秘密
就算没表露
你却感受得到
至少我有你的支柱
接下来的日子
我不晓得以后会是怎么样
但至少我为了以后付出现在
体谅我为了梦想而奔拼的日子
幸亏有你
有你真好
 
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