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一触即发!这是一个关于我心里的部落格!

我沒有說謊 我何必說謊
你懂我的 我對你從來就不會假裝
我哪有說謊 請別以為你有多難忘
消失 真的不是我逞強

我沒有說謊 我何必說謊
你知道的 我缺點之一就是很健忘
我哪有說謊 是很感謝今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不習慣

我沒有說謊 我何必說謊
愛一個人沒愛到難道就會怎麼樣
別說我說謊 人生已經如此的艱難
有些事情就不要拆穿
我沒有說謊 是愛情說謊
它帶你來 騙我說 渴望的有可能有希望
我沒有說謊 祝你做個幸福的新娘
我的心事請你全遺忘

林宥嘉 – 說謊

以前听到这首歌,
觉得歌词很决!!
好残忍的感觉,
可是到最后,
才知道这歌会一直挖掘在自己最内心的部分,
不过像秋霞女士说的一样,
至少我曾经用心对待,
所以就算一杀那的不愉快,
我也不会后悔。

昨天参与的讲座,
幸好没有想象中可怕!
都是年轻人嘛!哈哈!
有几句话都让我印象深刻,

“波浪遇见阻碍会更澎湃,
信念遇见挑战要更坚定!”

"you complain that you've got no shoes to wear,
until u see a boy with no feet"

"live to serve; serve to live"

这三句话让我有所领悟,
我知道这旅程不容易,
可是至少有你们的陪伴,
我知道在打拼的并不是我自己一个。
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it's no fun to be emo!

lol...
went for interview this morning,
in a music centre near jln ipoh,
=.= i cant believe i went there without practicing...
ditch me!
past few days didnt get to find a piano to practice, =p
but still,
i played, and made loads of mistakes,
i'm not sure whether she's gna hire me or not,
for the teachers there some are degree holders,
feel kinda sad cuz i didnt try my best,
that's when i start to become emo for today...

after that went for lunch,
then mr chong called me and ask me to fetch him to bus station,
he's going back pahang today,
all of a sudden...
at first i thought i'm gonna find a doctor for my red eyes,
but it does not go red if i'm not wearing contact lens,
so i'll just save some money from the doctor la,
XD

nelson helped me to fetch mr chong to the bus station,
with jyh pei as well...
after that jyh pei said he's going to sg wang later,
and asked me if i would wna join them...
at first i was like, nah,
no mood after the interview,
but then, i asked him to call me before he leaves...

so i wait,
and wait,
did my laundry,
took my nap,
still wondering whether to go or not...

until when i have my mood back a bit,
annie also asked me whether to go for movie or not,
she wants to watch alice in the wonderland,
and i said OK! wait for jyh pei to call first...
it turns up to be, NO CALL...
and nelson told me he's going out soon...
i was like... ME?
i told annie bout it,
she said she's gonna read geisha for the rest of the night,
tuut....

emo back again,
dun wna join them already,
ish ish...

even they called i was like,
u guys go la, i dun wna go,
i dun wna rush and stuff...
i'm going to gym alone,
i wna be alone,
then i off my handphone...
ahaha... just like some kido did last time...

so i went to gym alone,
talk alone,
plan to eat alone,
FEELS SO WEIRD!!
conclusion is i cant be alone,
=.= i turn on my hp after i finished work out,
and receive lots of sms, =P
now he knows how it feels when u cant find someone...

and then i found that problems happened again between nelson, wilson and jyh pei,
same old problems,
lame arguments....
wilson left early cuz of some reason,
like he always do... zzzz...
nelson and jyh pei argue again,
for some lame reasons again... zzzzz...

didnt get to try to eat dinner alone,
thanks to wilson, ahaha...
counselling sessions again for 3 of them,
1st for wilson when having dinner,
2nd for nelson and jyhpei after that...

finally get to play pool again,
since penguin and hansen is not around i did not have the chance to play,
luckily wilson can play a bit,
haha...

tomorrow will be our last briefing,
wonder what's gonna happen next?
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迷路啦,怎办?

最近都不懂搞什么,
心情上下,很复杂,
已经没有力气想该怎么办了,
也许我永远都只能是个不平衡的秤吧。

或许我从来都没变过吧?
虽然尝试改变过,
以为已经改变过,
不过好像到目前为止,
我还是那个老样吧。

心灵上的累,
不知从何几时累计着,
虽然考试过了,放假了,
为什么肩膀还是觉得很重?

也许把自己关起来几天,
应该会比较好过?

是不是不该那么投入?
才不会受伤害?
怎么自我保护的方式,
永远都是那么自私的?

不管别人说什么,
听听就好。
很熟悉吧?=P

还有还有,
眼睛快瞎了,
再不看医生的话真的会恶化吧。
红红的,
隐形眼镜都不敢戴了,
怎么见人??

心情日记好EMO啦,
奇怪到要死。
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austin chase!

FINALLY IT ENDS!
although it didnt end up pretty good,
but i think i'm still ok with it,
hahaha...
just like what i had expected,
im not gonna be real sad even if i fail this time,
ahaha...




finally get to relax without thinking of assignments,
i didnt get enough sleep,
didnt get to eat in time,
didnt get to play much,
didnt even had time to meet friends...
tuut...




so after we passed up our final work today,
we went to wangsa walk mall to have lunch,
but after that we hang out there quite a long time,
bought some new clothes from FOS,
i kinda like my banana slug t-shirt,
haha...
after that luppy feel hungry again,
that's y we end up taking photos in austin chase,
lol...




the cake was really good,
i mean, real good!
it's worth for how it cost la,
but im not used to coffee,
eee, so so bitter...
i put like, 3 packets of sugar in my cup,
but still it's a bit bitter!!



it's like what i expected,
spend long time taking photos and acting in that coffee shop,
hahaha...
post loads of them in facebook!
i like the ambient and mood in there,
relaxing, no tension, not much to worry about...



well, holiday just started today,
but we're gonna have new briefing next monday,
crazy id department! eee!!!
er... "we need to breathe even we hang up ourselves!"

so tired today, but happy...
midterm of sem4,
honestly its a waste of time for me,
what to do when u're tought by a lecturer who could leave the class just to ride on his friend's ferrari?
tuut...

oh yea, since i never blog for the past few weeks,
there's something new happened in town!
ahaha...

1st
we had a new member here!!
nelson's cousin- wilson!!
*applause*
he's a giraffe n he likes white coffin!
tuut...

2nd
aijia's new baby boy is born!!
he looks gorgeous!!!
o.o i wonder how would it be to be somebody's mom,
holding your own kid...
gratz jia!!

3rd
oh yea,
i saw myfm DJ lum tuck weng pass by us in wangsa walk mall,
didnt feel anything special also actually,
just feel like he looks diff in real person,
tuut!
he's gonna be there again next sat...

4th
i'm happy :]

cheer up people!
tmr is always gonna be another today...
 
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