giving myself a new try...

well its now 12.07am sunday....
new day to begin,
and of course,
NEW WEEK...

i believe that everything's gonna be fine,
like what Debby told me,
mindset...
dont set my mind that im having bad luck every sem,
she said this kinda thinking really affect ones life...
ok!
so from now on,
everything's gonna be normal!!
tuuut...

still trying to put away loads of stuff from my mind,
whatever that its not suppose to be in my brain...
-.- ish...
too much thinking wont help me i guess,
change my temper!
change the way i talk!
start a good old me!

urgh...
too many things happen in 2 weeks time,
kinda... hard for me to hold on sometimes...
light of hope,
i still kinda believe in you sometimes...
kekeke...

need to format my lag old laptop,
need to format my brain as well...
next monday,
we'll see...

bad luck week (part II)

WHAT IS GOING ON!!
see i told u its not gna end,
my car was hit by a bus just now,
and the side door was bent inside...
i just wna have my dinner peacefully WHY?

tmr am not gonna drive or go to somewhere else,
bad luck week wasnt over!
i wna talk to my best friend about this,
AND THAT STUPID MSN KEEP ON DC?
WHATS THE PROBLEM?
WHATS THE PROBLEM NOW??

im cursed...
i believe in that...
IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER I DID,
IS IT FINE?!
AND I DNO WHAT I DID WRONG!

... what could it be more than this...
every semester drives me crazy cause of this bad luck week,
this was the worst i guess,
2 weeks... 2 WEEKS OF BAD LUCK...

hope that everything stops here,
im gonna be fine tomorrow onwards...
i don't wna die yet...
good luck to me...
i prayed...

tuut...

bad luck week ( sem 4 )

why?? WHY ISNT IT OVER!!
IT HAPPENED CONTINUOSLY EVERY SEM!
NOW SEM 4 EVEN WORSE!!!

urgh...
every sem, 1-2 weeks of bad luck week...
this time was stupid,
after all the emos and argues and all...

now,
i've got a saman cuz i didnt paid for my parking,
that time i was about to buy the monthly parking ticket but that guy who sell it didnt show up!
tuuut...

the car that i'm driving, mr wajah,
seems like he's getting worse in condition,
some lights could not be light up,
one of the car window kinda break in the inside,
it remains open all the time,
and i have to stuck in papers and cards to keep it closed...

today after class, its already 8pm,
we decide to yum cha at BRJ,
on the way there,
car tyre flattens...
luckily i had them with me,
my sister and her bf came to help,
sorry guys, giving troubles to you all...

what's gonna happen tomorrow?
i dun wna know...
i just hope that this stupid bad luck week wouldnt last long,
pray... amitabha...

this is it!

love you michael,
went for his movie last night with hui san and penguin,
wasn't really a movie,
it was his concert rehersal that he was going to suprise his fans...
i enjoyed it so so much...
o.o some part was really really really incredible,
love thriller, love the earth song...
the earth song really was touched,
save the world and we had only 4 years left to do so!!!
MJ said that...
lol...
he was a legend,
he's humble, he's blessed,
he controls the stage,
nobody could trick him they said,
he knows his song, his tune, when to start when to stop,
when to blackout the stage...
although he's no longer with us now,
but his spirit will always stay....
tuut...
blogging bout michael eh?
keke...
didnt regret that i spend few hours for him...
^^ niway, should watch it... really...
rest in peace michael...

lighting design

mr daniel asked us to check out those lighting design in tropicana city mall,
so we did went there yesterday,
5 of us....
long journey to reach that place,
plus time that we were lost in no where...

nice place to shop for sure,
and the lighting was different than other mall,
led all over,
changing color rapidly and randomly...

even for the exterior of the mall,

its interesting to look at it...

as for the ceiling of the mall,

those colorful lights ran all over in circles above us,

so far this is the only mall which havethis kind of lighting design...

this thursday have to talk bout concept again,

i hope it wouldnt be reject again...

so we were browsing through all these photos in class just now,

and our lecturer saw it,

he was kinda angry,

but he didnt say anything yet...

not until when he asked us to present in front and no one went out,

he became so frustrated and he off all the lights and fans and just went out...

tuuut... class dismissed...

ish...

I WNA EAT!

ish?!! are we gna make it?

ish ish ish... ish!!



seems like sem 4...



i dno how to describe bout it,



should have been a busy sem isnt it?



then why are we always outside having fun?!!



should have catch up with them arent we...







but still, too pressure isnt gna make things go well,



so, a lil fun wont be too harsh right..??

as long we finished our work in time!!

cant think of any idea for any subject...

light of hope... seems like a joke??

will it be that im thinking too much??

and im not giving clear explanations to what i want,

nervous i guess,

the class became so quiet when i talked,

woo! help!!

guess have to work out for another idea...

lighting design, ARGH!!

last night went to mini genting again,

it isnt really far as we thought since we've been there twice in this week,

one for nelson's birthday,

one for annie.. lol...

we took san hui along with us this time,

spend for like 3 hours there...

talked quite a lot of stuff with jyh pei there,

lol... seems like, i dno...

should i take a step forward?

or just remain the way i should be??

-.- huh, im thinking like a guy now...

tuut... maybe cuz of the 2012 thing that made me think too much,

estimated that our earth is gonna reach to over 50 celcius at 2013,

lots of ppl are gonna die due to the heat...

dno whether is it true or not?

i have to did what i want before i die!!!

lol...

going back ulu yam lu today,

hehe...

see ya ppl...

cursed??

not going really well this week,
homeworks, argues, lecturers...
ish ish...

these days went to nelson's place for dinner,
main chef: nelson
assistant chef: annie
junior chef: me
rice "cooker": jyh pei/ san hui
guest: ken/ luppy

could really save a lot, i only spend rm3 for:
1. marmite chikin
2. herbal chikin
3. lady finger
4. herbal soup
wahahaha... what to do,
save money ma...

left rm6 now,
owe annie rm13...
jyh pei treated me for tonight's dinner,
thanks to my "reborn parent"...
and nelson is kinda stupid...
i've still got my tiger biscuit leftovers,
gna be tmr's breakfast...

somebody interested in learning piano?
i'm willing to teach,
will give discounts!!
T.T ish... pathetic...