TUUT SEI NEI!!

YORRR....
last weekend didnt even spent time to yum cha with them,
so much more to move on....
i rebuilt my model,
since the previous one of mine looks really... um... *bleak*
so now i made a new one,
looks more tidy,
i wna put more design into it,
but im really not good at doing handcraft lo,
specially all those small and detail stuff...
but nevermind, at least its a new one...

today i went to talk to Mr Mazlan,
i asked him

"sir, are we gna face the same situation like this when we work next time?"
"not really, did u learn how to use Autocad software?"
"yea, but..."
"then that's not a problem, u will work faster with the software u're learning now, not much of drawing plans and sketching like this..."
"no sir, it's not that i don't like to draw, its the process of designing..."

well to tell the truth i don't like to drag work,
if i have my homework today,
i will finish it up on the same day as well if i manage to,
so i don't have to worry more bout that stuff anymore...
but designing process takes time,
u cannot come out with a good design in a same day,
it sure takes more than few weeks to just think of how you want it to be good...
and i continued by telling him,

"it's scary!!"
"what's so scary about? you guys are so lucky now compare to the old days, you have internet, photostat machine, laptop, car... Not like our old days, wna photocopy a paper is so hard, once u photocopy it u take that paper like a gold... and in our days we don't always photocopy, we trace, lots of lots of times!!! for you guys, wna photocopy 8 papers? right away!!"

and i just listened with Annie sitting beside me,
cause she had same problems as having too much pressure,
and she's more interested in fashion design...

"but sir, how come when i see some other people, they have their job(not as interior designers), after work they just come back and relax, like nothing much to worry about..."

"it's because they had become the best they could be, if you have the chance to be a better person in your career, why not? its not easy for you if you wanna achieve higher level! if u work as a stock boy, you check and tick your stock list, imagine that you have do it everyday, wouldn't it be boring? see now you as designers, you can go anywhere u want just to check out people's design, you would spend some effort just to see other designs, actually what you guys are worried? i really don't understand..."

i left that place,
cause i don't wna let sir to see my crying face, AGAIN!
im such an... useless crying baby,
how am i gna be like my dad if im such a delicate person!!!!!!
it's not as worse as i thought after i heard what sir said,
well... it's a process of learning what...
i'll remember what u've told me sir!!!

BMW doesnt come by itself!! people work hard for it!!


tonight's dinner is pretty pathetic to tell,
i ordered yee mee from the aunty,
then went back to my seat and waited...

after a while i saw the aunty was holding,
i think that's my yee mee,
and she was looking around my place,
at first she walked pass me but im not sure whether its mine or not so i just waited,
then she seems like she could not find her customer,
and she started to ask,

"who ordered claypot YEE MEE?"
"ME!!!"

so i paid, and eat...
after a moment another aunty came,
she look at me, and she look at my claypot yee mee....
"um, did you order this yee mee?"
i look at her and think... and suddenly

"OH MY!! I ORDERED FROM YOU JUST NOW!"

and i was like, what should i do?
pay for that yee mee also?
eat two bowls of yee mee?!!

HOW COME 2 OF THIS AUNTY LOOK SO ALIKE!!

short hair, same face, same dressing,
and i recognize the wrong aunty, tuut......
i wonder if they're sisters?

"um... nevermind la, help me pack it up...."
BISH!! SO FISH!!!
this will never happen to me, EVER!!
luckily one of my housemate at home can help me to eat it up....


ish ish, gotta start doing my homework again~~
be strong!!