last week internship...

next week will be the last week of my internship!
from the first day i step into CMCDesignworks,
until now, its been 3 months!!

well, it's not a bad thing to finish my practical training,
but still there's a weird feeling going inside,
i'm gna miss my desk and my chair,
lol...

i've learn a lot of skills i could say,
sadly not much in design,
but i guess things weren't that bad anway,
at least i get to experience how working life is,
and definitely, i guess i'll give myself maximum of 5 years working life,
the lesser the better of course,
ahaha...
at least i see what can i contribute from what i learn...

well things are going positive i can see,
i've gradually moving to a different position and situation,
i'm not the me i know before,
at least now im not alone,
i've got a bunch of partners growing,
and that's a good news!
we'll be time free in future,
just stop being comfort now!

speaking of im not alone,
i'm actually alone in the other stories,
i'm the only single person left in my entire hometown group,
4 of them, have their loves one,
me? still remain single...
these days im kinda... err... emotional-ly imbalance,
haha, suddenly everything is not the same,
time moves on,
cant let this kind of stupid feeling distract me,
ahaha... but still i feel glad for them of course,
at least everyone around me is happy..

sometimes there are still question floating in my mind,
something that i dont understnad why,
something that i need time to realise and digest...
i believe answers are beyond in me,
just that i need time to dig it out...

cheers...