when i realised!

tuut...
went for a cheated guitar lesson for 1 month,
but i did like the guitar teacher a lot,
Mr.J-son.

that month i was thinking,
i thought i would just quickly finish that guitar lesson in that centre and quickly ran off,
after all i thought that maybe i would only wna learn guitar for fun,
but after a long thought for myself,
i would really wanna involve myself in contemporary music,
*not classical dead ones*
but what makes myself to hold back is actually my own attitude,
which i only want me myself to support me in music
which makes me feel guilty all the time,
and mr Aw feels weird all the time...

he always says:
"you're thinking too much, just go for it!"
"no, it's expensive and i dont wna spend mum's money on it!"
"......"
".......... what?"
"go talk about it to your mum first!"

in fact my mum said,
"u like it? go for it la! i'll buy u a guitar as present"

=.= i know, i've been thinking a lot,
i know, i always wanted to be independent,
in fact i dont use money wisely all the time...

lol...
okay alright ohwell,
i'll just go for it i guess~

youngest sis is learning hew own,
so i wanna learn the basics steps one and continue to learn from mr J-son,
i would really hope that i could have a chance to visit my friend's studio sometimes,

^^ earn hard! play hard!

有你真好

如今

不再是我一个人在拼

不再是我一个人在扛

不再是我一个人在过

只因有你在

有你真好

以前的那一年

那时已经感受得到

只因自己还不确定

加上自己贪新鲜

很容易被新事物牵引掉

你仍然还在保持着沉默

默默付出

被你那份坚持有所感动

被你那份勇气有所打动

知道你的突破是不易而来

也知道多半是为了我吧? :)

往往到某些事情发生以后

在自己情绪最低落的时候

才察觉到自己真正的心情

但想到那时已经疏远的感觉

只好否定自己

不想复杂化了

曾有一阵子

没有勇气踏出那一步

害怕拥有而失去的那种感觉

宁愿维持着现状

在自己需要的时候期待能有你的出现

但现在已迎刃而解了吧？

有你真好

我是那么认为的

也许你太过了解了吧？

在你身上藏不到我的秘密

就算没表露

你却感受得到

至少我有你的支柱

接下来的日子

我不晓得以后会是怎么样

但至少我为了以后付出现在

体谅我为了梦想而奔拼的日子

幸亏有你

有你真好

Penang Trip

If people asked me

"what's the most memorable time with you and your coll friends?"

i would say,

the greatest unexpectable sudden planned trip to penang...

9 of us,

3 cars,

waste of petrol,

but it was worth it all...

penang!

balcony of our hotel

Its a tiring day for the first day actually,

as we drove all night until the morning,

it was amazing to see the sunrise from the car,

perfect colour scheme of yellow, blue and pink!

too bad my camera wasnt with me...

funny pose 1
funny pose 2 (etc)

we did enjoy quite a monent in our hotel after the nap~

kek lok si temple

we are the fans of guan yin ma~~~



persiaran gurney

coffee island cafe

must admit that its a nice place with

nice environment

nice food

nice music

nice wind

LOVE that place so so so much!

me eating my fillet plus the extremely delicious wasabi sauce!!
WOOO!!
i will go for the other time when i come back penang!




did spend some time in exploring DSLR camera,
took quite a lot of pictures with it,
feel like getting one for myself,
but its kinda over budget~
anyhow loved the feel of focusing the objects,
hope that i get the chance to improve my skills...


peranakan mansion

(the place where little nyonya was shooted)

the private temple the baba and nyonya used to have,

its gorgeous i could say,

and i love the place so much!

i personally like the angle of this piano being shooted,

thumbs up for ken!

cute chikins...

cute ba zang~~

fish spa

we went to queensbay mall for a walk,

suprisingly i wasnt afraid of fish anymore after this fish spa,

not like the other time when i was eaten by the 1 feet long fish in sabah...

Roy- horse

it was the first time riding horse by the beach,

it felt so.... ?? ?? not steady,

ann ann was suffering behind as her XXX hurts,

but i kinda enjoy it a lot,

it feels so classic to be on it!

batu ferringhi's beach

bought souvenirs



Penang bridge

i wont forget this days with you guys...

Annie

Luppy

Ken

Ann Ann

Khor

Nelson

Wenzi

Leong

these days will be the best memory of us...

WE LOVE BIN-NING!!

o.O again...

i wonder if my blog is gonna grow mushrooms someday,
my last update was in AUG! wow,
and its september ending coming to oct now...
XD elo people, sorry for the delay~

next monday we have to pass up our programming,
been wondering what's gonna happen on that day...
its been 8 weeks since our programming start,
and the result decides whether you're going sem 6 or just retake sem 5,
i dunno what to say,
seems... so... complicated to have this kind of feeling,
like u cared about it but in the same time u cant come out anything yet...

yesterday was strange,
i tried to went out alone,
taking lrt to klcc,
wanna try to find something from kinokuniya,
so i can add in sth new for my project perhaps...
but it's been my first time to go out alone,
like... er... i've been thinking how does it feel to go out alone,
to walk alone,
even watch movie alone...
it's just so, alone... -.-
although i can go everywhere i want and when i want...

tuut... then annie called...
"evonne chua why did you go back ulu yam so fast?"
"no ah, i didnt go back ah..."
"where are you?"
"klcc lo, alone..."
"HA? WHY?"
"just wna feel how is it to be alone lo.."
"something wrong?"

lol, its just so not me to be alone i guess,
haha... then annie joined me for movie at last,
watched the legend of fist,
donnie yen was so cool!!!!
another movie idol of mine~~
but i guess i'll try another time,
to feel like how is it gonna be when u're watching movie alone...

back to assignment,
aih... i hope its gonna be okay,
nothing bad is gonna happen,
that's why i cant sleep early tonight,
but its already 2:22 am, bullshxt~~
just came back from green green supper,
vry nice anyway...

it's time to shower!
and do work!!!!

see ya~

last week internship...

next week will be the last week of my internship!
from the first day i step into CMCDesignworks,
until now, its been 3 months!!

well, it's not a bad thing to finish my practical training,
but still there's a weird feeling going inside,
i'm gna miss my desk and my chair,
lol...

i've learn a lot of skills i could say,
sadly not much in design,
but i guess things weren't that bad anway,
at least i get to experience how working life is,
and definitely, i guess i'll give myself maximum of 5 years working life,
the lesser the better of course,
ahaha...
at least i see what can i contribute from what i learn...

well things are going positive i can see,
i've gradually moving to a different position and situation,
i'm not the me i know before,
at least now im not alone,
i've got a bunch of partners growing,
and that's a good news!
we'll be time free in future,
just stop being comfort now!

speaking of im not alone,
i'm actually alone in the other stories,
i'm the only single person left in my entire hometown group,
4 of them, have their loves one,
me? still remain single...
these days im kinda... err... emotional-ly imbalance,
haha, suddenly everything is not the same,
time moves on,
cant let this kind of stupid feeling distract me,
ahaha... but still i feel glad for them of course,
at least everyone around me is happy..

sometimes there are still question floating in my mind,
something that i dont understnad why,
something that i need time to realise and digest...
i believe answers are beyond in me,
just that i need time to dig it out...

cheers...

O.o

its been a month since i update my blog,
way toooo busy...
don't even have the time to msn,
probably facebook still ok to browse through at office,
ahaha...

things looking good,
i guess think positive did really work well,
although there's some heartbroken times,
but overall its a good start!

still in office doing stupid autoCad,
going off soon,
see ya!

its been... 2 years...

everytime, everytime i played the song of anime's theme and soundtrack,
on the keys of black and white,
honey and clover,
final fantasy,
joe hisaishi's pieces,
or whatever is it,
songs from you,
i'll think about moment's we've been through together,
and it all ended so soon,
until now its been... 2 years...

i could say that those days we've been together was really the greatest moment ever in my life,
part of my greatest memories of my life,
it turns out to be some phases that we cant get it through,
till now i actually dont know what's the real reason for this to end up,
everytime i think about it,
maybe's its because of me being immature at that moment?
i really don't know...?

places we've been,
brings back some pictures everytime i went there,
reminds me of something,
reminds me of happiness,
reminds me of sadness,
just... it's still clear in my head,
well i really had to admit that,
i do miss you sometimes...

anyway, i dont know where u r now,
probably still in overseas,
or back to malaysia,
or... somewhere outside... just that,
if only we could meet again i thought,
it will be different i guess...

good luck in your life anyway,
bye...