o.O again...

i wonder if my blog is gonna grow mushrooms someday,
my last update was in AUG! wow,
and its september ending coming to oct now...
XD elo people, sorry for the delay~

next monday we have to pass up our programming,
been wondering what's gonna happen on that day...
its been 8 weeks since our programming start,
and the result decides whether you're going sem 6 or just retake sem 5,
i dunno what to say,
seems... so... complicated to have this kind of feeling,
like u cared about it but in the same time u cant come out anything yet...

yesterday was strange,
i tried to went out alone,
taking lrt to klcc,
wanna try to find something from kinokuniya,
so i can add in sth new for my project perhaps...
but it's been my first time to go out alone,
like... er... i've been thinking how does it feel to go out alone,
to walk alone,
even watch movie alone...
it's just so, alone... -.-
although i can go everywhere i want and when i want...

tuut... then annie called...
"evonne chua why did you go back ulu yam so fast?"
"no ah, i didnt go back ah..."
"where are you?"
"klcc lo, alone..."
"HA? WHY?"
"just wna feel how is it to be alone lo.."
"something wrong?"

lol, its just so not me to be alone i guess,
haha... then annie joined me for movie at last,
watched the legend of fist,
donnie yen was so cool!!!!
another movie idol of mine~~
but i guess i'll try another time,
to feel like how is it gonna be when u're watching movie alone...

back to assignment,
aih... i hope its gonna be okay,
nothing bad is gonna happen,
that's why i cant sleep early tonight,
but its already 2:22 am, bullshxt~~
just came back from green green supper,
vry nice anyway...

it's time to shower!
and do work!!!!

see ya~

last week internship...

next week will be the last week of my internship!
from the first day i step into CMCDesignworks,
until now, its been 3 months!!

well, it's not a bad thing to finish my practical training,
but still there's a weird feeling going inside,
i'm gna miss my desk and my chair,
lol...

i've learn a lot of skills i could say,
sadly not much in design,
but i guess things weren't that bad anway,
at least i get to experience how working life is,
and definitely, i guess i'll give myself maximum of 5 years working life,
the lesser the better of course,
ahaha...
at least i see what can i contribute from what i learn...

well things are going positive i can see,
i've gradually moving to a different position and situation,
i'm not the me i know before,
at least now im not alone,
i've got a bunch of partners growing,
and that's a good news!
we'll be time free in future,
just stop being comfort now!

speaking of im not alone,
i'm actually alone in the other stories,
i'm the only single person left in my entire hometown group,
4 of them, have their loves one,
me? still remain single...
these days im kinda... err... emotional-ly imbalance,
haha, suddenly everything is not the same,
time moves on,
cant let this kind of stupid feeling distract me,
ahaha... but still i feel glad for them of course,
at least everyone around me is happy..

sometimes there are still question floating in my mind,
something that i dont understnad why,
something that i need time to realise and digest...
i believe answers are beyond in me,
just that i need time to dig it out...

cheers...

O.o

its been a month since i update my blog,
way toooo busy...
don't even have the time to msn,
probably facebook still ok to browse through at office,
ahaha...

things looking good,
i guess think positive did really work well,
although there's some heartbroken times,
but overall its a good start!

still in office doing stupid autoCad,
going off soon,
see ya!

its been... 2 years...

everytime, everytime i played the song of anime's theme and soundtrack,
on the keys of black and white,
honey and clover,
final fantasy,
joe hisaishi's pieces,
or whatever is it,
songs from you,
i'll think about moment's we've been through together,
and it all ended so soon,
until now its been... 2 years...

i could say that those days we've been together was really the greatest moment ever in my life,
part of my greatest memories of my life,
it turns out to be some phases that we cant get it through,
till now i actually dont know what's the real reason for this to end up,
everytime i think about it,
maybe's its because of me being immature at that moment?
i really don't know...?

places we've been,
brings back some pictures everytime i went there,
reminds me of something,
reminds me of happiness,
reminds me of sadness,
just... it's still clear in my head,
well i really had to admit that,
i do miss you sometimes...

anyway, i dont know where u r now,
probably still in overseas,
or back to malaysia,
or... somewhere outside... just that,
if only we could meet again i thought,
it will be different i guess...

good luck in your life anyway,
bye...

V-Malaysia 2010

i believe that these few days is part of my most unbelievable days in 2010,

n i really never thought of mdeting Nick Vujicic for real,

not in YOUTUBE anymore!!

he inspired me a lot,

from the stories he told of how he became a speaker,

how he went through all those hard times being different from the others,

but that's not the reason from stopping him to achieve what he wanna do,

and i totally respect that!

for not giving any excuses in doing whatever i want to do,

perhaps it might not be easy for me to be as tough as him,

but at least every problem i solve makes me realized a new thought,

just keep on moving until i see the flag i desire...

for those who doesn't wanna see me success,

i bet they're still out there somewhere...

screw them for not knowing what they even want in their life...

i wont bother much tho...

XD

well this Vcon Malaysia is totally a new experience for me,

to get the chance to meet people from all around the world,

the whole scene for me is like watching World Cup live,

people are waving their country flags and of course,

the theme of FIFA keep on playing in the stadium,

walah!!

the whole world is dancing with the beat!

cant make me stop moving around them!!

of course i get the chance to take photos with all these people,

people form egypt, brazil, africa, hong kong, china,

indonesia, philipines, singapore, thailand, turkey,

europe, british u name it!!!

but i didnt post all the photos of course,

see more in facebook!!

Experienced networkers giving speech,

Nick Vujicic on stage,

Performance from local or overseas,

o.o that's more than i expect,

i'll give myself 3 more years in this,

after that i'll be going all around the world,

for those who think that i'm crazy,

just look what happens after this 3 years...

and also,

i'm in the process of beautifying myself now,

say goodbye of the pale old me,

ahaha...

GOTCHA!

everyday i'll listen to hitz fm jj and ean's gotcha call,

feels fun to listen to their conversation,

and hw ppl react after they realize they're on air with a prank call,

GOTCHA!! tuut!!

but i never expect i'll get a gotcha trick from boss today,

a real good one!

after he went meeting with a friend of him at the conference room,

he walked beside me and said,

"evonne!"

i stood up, kinda shocked,

"yes?"

"my friend told me that actually interns are not need to be paid..."

im like, what? i was about to ask you about my salary today!

"u actually need this internship programme for you to graduate is it?"

".... yes...?"

"means if u don't finish the internship programme means you cant graduate, so this programme is already included as part of your course, since you're still studying right?"

"........ yes......???"

"then by right i don't have to pay you then..."

NO!!! FOR ALL THE HARD DAYS I'VE BEEN THRU IN THIS OFFICE!

"er.... but, still depends on the company's decision right?" to pay or not pay to the interns...

"by law you're not suppose to be paid, even thomas (previous internship) i shouldn't have paid him last time..."

"......(speechless)"

"no la im just joking! haha..."

=.= good one... seriously, i was like thinking should i stop going to work next week,

then he said he was joking...

ahaha...

at least its a joke,

i still got my paid,

TODAY!

^^ well, internship is not that bad eh?

tuut...

(if only u get to receive your cheque!)

Changing~~

yea i know that im kinda have different life than the other students,

not so much fun and entertainments anymore,

always spend time to do lots of lots of things that other students might not be doing,

but i know what i want in the future n its definitely music,

cant stand the way of design process which drags me all the way till the day i submit,

its not that i don't like design,

i like it!

but the only prob is i like to get things done fast,

which wouldn't happen in design career,

all you have to do is design, change, design, change,

and u will have that kind of unfinished feeling for like a very long period,

i don't enjoy that feeling, makes me stress!!

but back to reality i can't really do anything bout it once i've chosen this,

what u studied for the past 2 years,

u gonna spend like 30 years of your life to do the same thing??

nah, i still have the choice,

i like music,

but i still have the knowledge of design,

isnt that bad for me to make a choice right?

yet i had plan B for my future already,

life is great when u get to make your own choice,

i don't wna stuck with the same thing for 30 years until i retire!!

things i definitely wanna do before i die:

1. go to yokohama's ferris wheel for a ride

2. look at nothern light

3. having the one n only music album of my own

so far, this 3 first la!

and im so happy that im going to meet Nick Vujicic in this month!

cant wait for the day to come,

and Tony Fernandes too,

the founder of Tune Air,

how great is it to listen to someone who can make everyone fly!

Nick Vujicic

Tony Fernandes

life is great to be colorful!

once again thanks to all of my partners!

and my mom who supports me the most,

well, at least she is always there to listen,

thanks mom...