ferris-not-a-wheel

就这样，半年过去了

2011-07-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

整整，过了半年，都没有上载新的部落格了。

一切都不一样了，

自由了，

毕业了，

头发剪短了，

变老了，

搬家了，

开始会保养了，

踏着社会的边缘了，

找着工作了，

还有...

总算看清了。

以前总以为，

自己什么都可以应付得到，

以前计划好的未来，

终究都只归于计划，

想要实际行动的那一刻，

才发现自己原来都还没有准备好去为未来冲刺.

才发现自己还不知道自己想要什么。

怎么办好呢？

要见步行步呢还是在从长计议？

以为找到了捷径，

反倒走进森林里迷路了！

前途

茫茫

blogger,,,

2011-01-05T07:39:00.001-08:00

lately annie told me bout blogs and stuff,

and i did some research on it,

that blog can earn some tip but have to have consistant attrative content,

i thought it would be interesting if people would want to read my things,

so...

i think i'll start by trying to do something like...

the diary i wrote when i was in national service,

i think it will be a good start for me?

i will try to make it more pics, and less words,

i'll try to scan some of the pages of what i wrote,

it's alright that i could receive comments before i try to make a new blog just for this,

i've thought that the title would be related to...

something related of funny things of myself~

in college, or some other places....

aiya, hard to describe in here now,

u guys just wait for it to happen, so..

i'll try to scan and post up some of the stories i had in national service...

XD

will do more research base on the book

"the 150cm me"

GOODBYE 2010

2010-12-25T23:51:00.000-08:00

WELCOME 2011!

Im still standing here, the same time inspiring others

2010-11-24T10:38:00.001-08:00

sometimes i never thought that stories of mine would inspire others

would charge up others

would motivate others

thanks to my partner Jonny

you're always the friendly coach of mine

haha

I thought i cant stand it any longer

in fact im so clear that what i want

it's either i get to do what i'm interested without worries

or study for 5 years and come back Msia with better income

or do what i wanna do and die poor

i've just gonna make my choice

it's still my life anyway

im thankful that i'm still standing here

im thankful for those who stands beside me

im thankful for that cherry who always be there by my side

im thankful

when i realised!

2010-11-21T02:34:00.000-08:00

tuut...
went for a cheated guitar lesson for 1 month,
but i did like the guitar teacher a lot,
Mr.J-son.

that month i was thinking,
i thought i would just quickly finish that guitar lesson in that centre and quickly ran off,
after all i thought that maybe i would only wna learn guitar for fun,
but after a long thought for myself,
i would really wanna involve myself in contemporary music,
*not classical dead ones*
but what makes myself to hold back is actually my own attitude,
which i only want me myself to support me in music
which makes me feel guilty all the time,
and mr Aw feels weird all the time...

he always says:
"you're thinking too much, just go for it!"
"no, it's expensive and i dont wna spend mum's money on it!"
"......"
".......... what?"
"go talk about it to your mum first!"

in fact my mum said,
"u like it? go for it la! i'll buy u a guitar as present"

=.= i know, i've been thinking a lot,
i know, i always wanted to be independent,
in fact i dont use money wisely all the time...

lol...
okay alright ohwell,
i'll just go for it i guess~

youngest sis is learning hew own,
so i wanna learn the basics steps one and continue to learn from mr J-son,
i would really hope that i could have a chance to visit my friend's studio sometimes,

^^ earn hard! play hard!

有你真好

2010-11-02T02:10:00.000-07:00

如今

不再是我一个人在拼

不再是我一个人在扛

不再是我一个人在过

只因有你在

有你真好

以前的那一年

那时已经感受得到

只因自己还不确定

加上自己贪新鲜

很容易被新事物牵引掉

你仍然还在保持着沉默

默默付出

被你那份坚持有所感动

被你那份勇气有所打动

知道你的突破是不易而来

也知道多半是为了我吧? :)

往往到某些事情发生以后

在自己情绪最低落的时候

才察觉到自己真正的心情

但想到那时已经疏远的感觉

只好否定自己

不想复杂化了

曾有一阵子

没有勇气踏出那一步

害怕拥有而失去的那种感觉

宁愿维持着现状

在自己需要的时候期待能有你的出现

但现在已迎刃而解了吧？

有你真好

我是那么认为的

也许你太过了解了吧？

在你身上藏不到我的秘密

就算没表露

你却感受得到

至少我有你的支柱

接下来的日子

我不晓得以后会是怎么样

但至少我为了以后付出现在

体谅我为了梦想而奔拼的日子

幸亏有你

有你真好

Penang Trip

2010-10-09T08:58:00.000-07:00

If people asked me

"what's the most memorable time with you and your coll friends?"

i would say,

the greatest unexpectable sudden planned trip to penang...

9 of us,

3 cars,

waste of petrol,

but it was worth it all...

penang!

balcony of our hotel

Its a tiring day for the first day actually,

as we drove all night until the morning,

it was amazing to see the sunrise from the car,

perfect colour scheme of yellow, blue and pink!

too bad my camera wasnt with me...

funny pose 1
funny pose 2 (etc)

we did enjoy quite a monent in our hotel after the nap~

kek lok si temple

we are the fans of guan yin ma~~~

persiaran gurney

coffee island cafe

must admit that its a nice place with

nice environment

nice food

nice music

nice wind

LOVE that place so so so much!

me eating my fillet plus the extremely delicious wasabi sauce!!
WOOO!!
i will go for the other time when i come back penang!

did spend some time in exploring DSLR camera,
took quite a lot of pictures with it,
feel like getting one for myself,
but its kinda over budget~
anyhow loved the feel of focusing the objects,
hope that i get the chance to improve my skills...

peranakan mansion

(the place where little nyonya was shooted)

the private temple the baba and nyonya used to have,

its gorgeous i could say,

and i love the place so much!

i personally like the angle of this piano being shooted,

thumbs up for ken!

cute chikins...

cute ba zang~~

fish spa

we went to queensbay mall for a walk,

suprisingly i wasnt afraid of fish anymore after this fish spa,

not like the other time when i was eaten by the 1 feet long fish in sabah...

Roy- horse

it was the first time riding horse by the beach,

it felt so.... ?? ?? not steady,

ann ann was suffering behind as her XXX hurts,

but i kinda enjoy it a lot,

it feels so classic to be on it!

batu ferringhi's beach

bought souvenirs

Penang bridge

i wont forget this days with you guys...

Annie

Luppy

Ken

Ann Ann

Khor

Nelson

Wenzi

Leong

these days will be the best memory of us...

WE LOVE BIN-NING!!

o.O again...

2010-09-24T11:13:00.000-07:00

i wonder if my blog is gonna grow mushrooms someday,
my last update was in AUG! wow,
and its september ending coming to oct now...
XD elo people, sorry for the delay~

next monday we have to pass up our programming,
been wondering what's gonna happen on that day...
its been 8 weeks since our programming start,
and the result decides whether you're going sem 6 or just retake sem 5,
i dunno what to say,
seems... so... complicated to have this kind of feeling,
like u cared about it but in the same time u cant come out anything yet...

yesterday was strange,
i tried to went out alone,
taking lrt to klcc,
wanna try to find something from kinokuniya,
so i can add in sth new for my project perhaps...
but it's been my first time to go out alone,
like... er... i've been thinking how does it feel to go out alone,
to walk alone,
even watch movie alone...
it's just so, alone... -.-
although i can go everywhere i want and when i want...

tuut... then annie called...
"evonne chua why did you go back ulu yam so fast?"
"no ah, i didnt go back ah..."
"where are you?"
"klcc lo, alone..."
"HA? WHY?"
"just wna feel how is it to be alone lo.."
"something wrong?"

lol, its just so not me to be alone i guess,
haha... then annie joined me for movie at last,
watched the legend of fist,
donnie yen was so cool!!!!
another movie idol of mine~~
but i guess i'll try another time,
to feel like how is it gonna be when u're watching movie alone...

back to assignment,
aih... i hope its gonna be okay,
nothing bad is gonna happen,
that's why i cant sleep early tonight,
but its already 2:22 am, bullshxt~~
just came back from green green supper,
vry nice anyway...

it's time to shower!
and do work!!!!

see ya~

last week internship...

2010-08-06T01:24:00.000-07:00

next week will be the last week of my internship!
from the first day i step into CMCDesignworks,
until now, its been 3 months!!

well, it's not a bad thing to finish my practical training,
but still there's a weird feeling going inside,
i'm gna miss my desk and my chair,
lol...

i've learn a lot of skills i could say,
sadly not much in design,
but i guess things weren't that bad anway,
at least i get to experience how working life is,
and definitely, i guess i'll give myself maximum of 5 years working life,
the lesser the better of course,
ahaha...
at least i see what can i contribute from what i learn...

well things are going positive i can see,
i've gradually moving to a different position and situation,
i'm not the me i know before,
at least now im not alone,
i've got a bunch of partners growing,
and that's a good news!
we'll be time free in future,
just stop being comfort now!

speaking of im not alone,
i'm actually alone in the other stories,
i'm the only single person left in my entire hometown group,
4 of them, have their loves one,
me? still remain single...
these days im kinda... err... emotional-ly imbalance,
haha, suddenly everything is not the same,
time moves on,
cant let this kind of stupid feeling distract me,
ahaha... but still i feel glad for them of course,
at least everyone around me is happy..

sometimes there are still question floating in my mind,
something that i dont understnad why,
something that i need time to realise and digest...
i believe answers are beyond in me,
just that i need time to dig it out...

cheers...

O.o

2010-07-28T02:48:00.000-07:00

its been a month since i update my blog,
way toooo busy...
don't even have the time to msn,
probably facebook still ok to browse through at office,
ahaha...

things looking good,
i guess think positive did really work well,
although there's some heartbroken times,
but overall its a good start!

still in office doing stupid autoCad,
going off soon,
see ya!

its been... 2 years...

2010-07-11T22:35:00.000-07:00

everytime, everytime i played the song of anime's theme and soundtrack,
on the keys of black and white,
honey and clover,
final fantasy,
joe hisaishi's pieces,
or whatever is it,
songs from you,
i'll think about moment's we've been through together,
and it all ended so soon,
until now its been... 2 years...

i could say that those days we've been together was really the greatest moment ever in my life,
part of my greatest memories of my life,
it turns out to be some phases that we cant get it through,
till now i actually dont know what's the real reason for this to end up,
everytime i think about it,
maybe's its because of me being immature at that moment?
i really don't know...?

places we've been,
brings back some pictures everytime i went there,
reminds me of something,
reminds me of happiness,
reminds me of sadness,
just... it's still clear in my head,
well i really had to admit that,
i do miss you sometimes...

anyway, i dont know where u r now,
probably still in overseas,
or back to malaysia,
or... somewhere outside... just that,
if only we could meet again i thought,
it will be different i guess...

good luck in your life anyway,
bye...

V-Malaysia 2010

2010-06-29T10:13:00.000-07:00

i believe that these few days is part of my most unbelievable days in 2010,

n i really never thought of mdeting Nick Vujicic for real,

not in YOUTUBE anymore!!

he inspired me a lot,

from the stories he told of how he became a speaker,

how he went through all those hard times being different from the others,

but that's not the reason from stopping him to achieve what he wanna do,

and i totally respect that!

for not giving any excuses in doing whatever i want to do,

perhaps it might not be easy for me to be as tough as him,

but at least every problem i solve makes me realized a new thought,

just keep on moving until i see the flag i desire...

for those who doesn't wanna see me success,

i bet they're still out there somewhere...

screw them for not knowing what they even want in their life...

i wont bother much tho...

well this Vcon Malaysia is totally a new experience for me,

to get the chance to meet people from all around the world,

the whole scene for me is like watching World Cup live,

people are waving their country flags and of course,

the theme of FIFA keep on playing in the stadium,

walah!!

the whole world is dancing with the beat!

cant make me stop moving around them!!

of course i get the chance to take photos with all these people,

people form egypt, brazil, africa, hong kong, china,

indonesia, philipines, singapore, thailand, turkey,

europe, british u name it!!!

but i didnt post all the photos of course,

see more in facebook!!

Experienced networkers giving speech,

Nick Vujicic on stage,

Performance from local or overseas,

o.o that's more than i expect,

i'll give myself 3 more years in this,

after that i'll be going all around the world,

for those who think that i'm crazy,

just look what happens after this 3 years...

and also,

i'm in the process of beautifying myself now,

say goodbye of the pale old me,

ahaha...

GOTCHA!

2010-06-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

everyday i'll listen to hitz fm jj and ean's gotcha call,

feels fun to listen to their conversation,

and hw ppl react after they realize they're on air with a prank call,

GOTCHA!! tuut!!

but i never expect i'll get a gotcha trick from boss today,

a real good one!

after he went meeting with a friend of him at the conference room,

he walked beside me and said,

"evonne!"

i stood up, kinda shocked,

"yes?"

"my friend told me that actually interns are not need to be paid..."

im like, what? i was about to ask you about my salary today!

"u actually need this internship programme for you to graduate is it?"

".... yes...?"

"means if u don't finish the internship programme means you cant graduate, so this programme is already included as part of your course, since you're still studying right?"

"........ yes......???"

"then by right i don't have to pay you then..."

NO!!! FOR ALL THE HARD DAYS I'VE BEEN THRU IN THIS OFFICE!

"er.... but, still depends on the company's decision right?" to pay or not pay to the interns...

"by law you're not suppose to be paid, even thomas (previous internship) i shouldn't have paid him last time..."

"......(speechless)"

"no la im just joking! haha..."

=.= good one... seriously, i was like thinking should i stop going to work next week,

then he said he was joking...

ahaha...

at least its a joke,

i still got my paid,

TODAY!

^^ well, internship is not that bad eh?

tuut...

(if only u get to receive your cheque!)

Changing~~

2010-06-08T09:11:00.000-07:00

yea i know that im kinda have different life than the other students,

not so much fun and entertainments anymore,

always spend time to do lots of lots of things that other students might not be doing,

but i know what i want in the future n its definitely music,

cant stand the way of design process which drags me all the way till the day i submit,

its not that i don't like design,

i like it!

but the only prob is i like to get things done fast,

which wouldn't happen in design career,

all you have to do is design, change, design, change,

and u will have that kind of unfinished feeling for like a very long period,

i don't enjoy that feeling, makes me stress!!

but back to reality i can't really do anything bout it once i've chosen this,

what u studied for the past 2 years,

u gonna spend like 30 years of your life to do the same thing??

nah, i still have the choice,

i like music,

but i still have the knowledge of design,

isnt that bad for me to make a choice right?

yet i had plan B for my future already,

life is great when u get to make your own choice,

i don't wna stuck with the same thing for 30 years until i retire!!

things i definitely wanna do before i die:

1. go to yokohama's ferris wheel for a ride

2. look at nothern light

3. having the one n only music album of my own

so far, this 3 first la!

and im so happy that im going to meet Nick Vujicic in this month!

cant wait for the day to come,

and Tony Fernandes too,

the founder of Tune Air,

how great is it to listen to someone who can make everyone fly!

Nick Vujicic

Tony Fernandes

life is great to be colorful!

once again thanks to all of my partners!

and my mom who supports me the most,

well, at least she is always there to listen,

thanks mom...

5 cent story...

2010-05-30T08:51:00.000-07:00

That day i was walking to the taxi stop as usual from my condo,

wondering can i made it in time to reach office by 9am...

when i was collecting coins from my purse,

Mr. 5 cent fell on the floor...

"cling!"

but i ignored,

it's only 5 cent i thought,

only worth for a candy perhaps...

by the time i continued walking suddenly a thought appeared on my mind,

why did i notice when my 5 cent fell?

then why somebody did not realise if their RM50 or RM100 was gone??

its like, the spirit of 5 cent! AHAHA...

well at least the 5 cent is trying to tell me that it still worth for something,

a candy perhaps...

not worth as much as RM100 or RM50,

but it still had its own value in it,

5 cent!

"cling! (hey, i fell!)"

==" something like that??

RM100 or RM50 wouldn't make any noise to remind u if they fell off from ur pocket!

hey be like a 5 cent!!

a 5 cent wouldnt care that how people look down at how it worth,

not as much as RM100!!

IT KNOWS ITS VALUE,

AND IT ALWAYS READY TO LET THE WORLD TO KNOW IT BY

MAKING THE "CLING" SOUND AT ANYWHERE IT LANDED!!

sound so political eh? tuuut...

well regarding to what i've realise,

it happened in our life as well,

different standards of society,

everyone has their own value,

a doctor or a farmer?

doesnt mean that doctor who earns much has much more value that a farmer,

they are still equal!

just like what Ip Man says in the movie...

err,

maybe im not that good in delivering msg in english,

should have wrote in mandarin,

but nevermind la...

at least i realise something from my 5 cent,

and i kinda regret for not picking it up!

R.I.P 5 cent!

i'll always remember the lesson u've taught me,

ahaha!!

fell asleep on the toilet bowl...

2010-05-12T04:02:00.001-07:00

well, this shouldnt be happened!

but i was really sleepy like hell this morning!

my colleague was explaining what im gna do and i was fishing through the whole process!

OMG...

after he finished talking i went to the toilet,

was thinking of closing my eyes for a minute,

then...

i fell asleep on the toilet bowl...

TUUT!!

until somebody came in and use the toilet,

then i woke up... =.=

aiyoo,

its only the 2nd day and im dying in the office,

how could i....

still 3 months to go!!

ahaha...

oh yea,

today had lunch with them,

heard them talked bout something interesting,

we went to a cafe which the owner is kinda friendly,

she was chatting around with her customers until she said,

"nowdays its hard to get water,

sometimes i see my customer didnt finish their drink i feel waste,

its not good for the environment also...

and people who shower more than once a day,

i think its a waste of water!

it makes our skin dry also if shower a lot,

and i dont understand why some ppl like to shower once they sweat,

then like shower for 3, 4 times a day!

if me i wouldnt shower in the afternoon,

after i shower i sure will sweat,

makes me feel more dirty!!"

we laughed...

and she also said that the USA government is collecting human hairs now,

to absorb the leaking oil in the sea!

now that's cool!!

but its only a proposal la,

dno whether they're gna make this work or not,

ahahaha...

i've hit my first cheque...

thanks to my partners...

lets move on together!!

p/s: food around my office is expensive,

i'm gonna take my own cereal and milk to office's pantry

and have breakfast there everyday,

tuut!!

i dun wna spend another rm5 for 2 sandwich!!

实习第一天~

2010-05-11T04:28:00.001-07:00

说真的，

实习我不担心什么，

只是担心他们忘了有请我这个员工，

然后第一次会莫名其妙地看着我，

然后我要不知所措这样，

真是的。

今天七点就爬起来了，

八点出门搭LRT，

人不会太多，

第一次搭LRT是要去做工的，

大家都是上班族，

好像长大了一点的感觉！

还以为会刚刚好，

怎这早半个钟头到公司，

还要公司没有人的那个，

有点无奈，

只好自己先吃个早餐等时间过咯。

好不容易等到有人了！

幸好他知道我是新来的，

幸好没有莫名其妙地看着我！！！

感觉好新鲜哦，

第一次来上班呢！

头一个钟头感觉很奇怪，

因为没有东西做，

只是看着电脑发呆，

又不敢上网，

因为是小公司，

老板的位在我对面罢了！

知道同事给了我一些东西做后，

就觉得时间很快过，

Autocad换layer就这样换了一整天，

还要换三个图，

整天做一样的东西很恐怖，

整天对着电脑更恐怖！

肩膀好酸好酸！！

只是第一天罢了，

就累倒啦，

晚餐也懒得自己驾车出去吃,

只好等明少回来咯。

还要做三个月，

还好同事们都很友善，

还可以说笑以下！

也因为是小公司的关系，

所以我不用担心三个月都做一样的东西！

哈哈哈哈哈哈！

明天又要开工！

去吧！！！！

Umbanana~ Ambernana~ Lemon~

2010-05-04T01:51:00.000-07:00

for a person who dont like fish like me,

well,

i'm happy to say that umbanana is the first fish who caught my eye sight,

fell in love with it for the first time...

haha of course at first its a whole tank of yellow fish,

but i've chosen this one!

umbanana and ambernana...

gorgeous color! AHHH!!!!

I HOPE THEY LAST LONG IN NELSON'S TANK!!

umbanana kinda reminds me of bell in beauty and the beast,

when she's wearing her night gawn,

XD too bad he's a MALE!

(ambernana= female,

lemon= male)

3 of the fishes we bought...

top: umbanana

middle: ambernana

bottom: lemon

orange: not important, just neighbour

the first fish which made me fall in love with it,

will always be the only umbanana...

god bless you live strong in that scary tank...

i will visit you tomorrow!!

die hard!!!!!!!!

move on!!

2010-04-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

i felt different,
in this few months time i think i've changed a little,

how i used to see my life im having now,

or how i used to judge people around me,

i've learn how to think from another perspectives,

not only to stuck myself in one edge,

but to find another way out when i know how to turn around...

well, maybe,

not everyone will realize bout this,

or maybe no one would wanna care bout this,

but what matters is me myself,

it's gonna be my life,

it's gonna be my future,

who's gonna care bout other people's god damn future?!

i can't actually do anything bout how people think of me,

but i will do something to make my life to be the life i want...

i won't just live like "i know i will go through my life",

instead i must make it like "i must live my life the way i want it to be!"

Nick Vujicic inspired everyone,
and he gave me thoughts of,
there's nothing you cannot achieve,
it just depends on how much u want it,
how long u can stay for it,
whatever it's gonna be,
no matter how hard it is,
as long you don't give up then u'll do it...
that kind of attitude he has in his life,
makes him love his life although he is physically different with other people,
but for him, he's just the same,
he still belongs to where he is...

if we keep on blaming of everything happened around us,

blaming your homework,

blaming your college,

blaming the society,

blaming the government,

is it gonna give you any changes for your life?

would it make you to live better in future??

so, are you still taking everything for granted?

think again...

2010-04-18T09:24:00.000-07:00

recently i saw ken's message asking us to watch "The Cove"
that time i thought,
slaughter of dolphins... em...
i'll watch it if i had the time...
and guess what,
i'll feel so regret if i didnt watch it...

i never had many thoughts for dolphins,
until i watched what the japanese hide from the world...
its cruel, its... i don't understand why they did that...

dolphins,
they're one of the animals which are willing to try to communicate with humans,
as you see they won't avoid humans but move closer to them instead,
there's a connection between them and human,
even there's no direct communication happened...
and bout stories of dolphins saving human,
its not a legend, its real...

but what did the japanese did is,
every sept of the year,
fishermen would release high supersonic sounds in the sea,
to frighten the dolphins so that they would swim n gathered to a sea bay.
the next day, dolphin trainers would came to pick those they wanted to bring back to be trained for performing,
while the rest of the dolphins,
would just have to wait to be slaughtered.

one point i dont understand is,
why would they carry out this kind of activity,
since dolphin meat is not highly requested in the market,
yet it's meat contains extremely high level of mercury,
which could affects human health seriously...
they could even blame that dolphins and whales should be killed,
because they affected the standard quantities of fish to be catched...
the human should be blamed! not the dolphins or whales!!
most of the japanese doesnt know about slaughter of the dolphins,
cuz it happens in the place where no one could ever see what's happening...

RIC O'BARRY,
he's the guy who organize a secret team,
to reveal how the dolphins were killed in groups,
to tell the whole world what is happening,
what he did to try to help the dolphins was amazing,
secret missions of setting up hidden cameras,
its risky,
once they were caught there's no chance for another try!
we love you ric...

well, the scene was kinda distracting,
as the whole sea bay turned to be red,
dolphins were struggling when there's no way to run..
those people were just standing on the boat,
stabbing the dolphins with spears as its a piece of cake!
when i was watching i was like,
somebody do something bout it!!
well, luckily they did it...
thanks to them,
people knew what happened...

i hope this cruel activity had already been discriminated...
to set the dolphins free...
finally,
thanks to ken for recommending this!

2010-04-16T21:07:00.000-07:00

好啦，真的很够夸张久没有写Blog了啦！
有很多故事都来不及写下去了啦，
很衰的啦。

应该整整一个月没有写咯，
当中发生了很多很多不可思议的事情，
让我领悟到很多很多事情，
也认识了我一直觉得不可能会在我生命出现的人，
听了许多许多的故事，
有时觉得我真的没有白活呢！
更怕不够时间完成我的梦想！
大家保护地球先吧！！

从培训营那天起，
让我深深体会到组员们一起打拼的辛苦，
以前所抱着的心态并不对，
也不算是自以为事，
只是有时候有自己的看法，
可是往往有经验的人，
说的话真的会很难听，
忠言逆耳嘛，
太过自以为事的话也许只能让自己更慢成功吧？
ｅｍｐｔｙ　ｃｕｐ真的需要用在生活中的，

就像最近我认识的一个朋友，
也算是个不可思议吧？
看他平时傻傻的，话又不多说几句，
以为他只是一个平凡的人，
没想到他曾经所经历的从前，
往往超出我的想象，
他比我知道的还要多，
只是他在日常生活中不太表露出来，
觉得有新东西可以学的话只会仔细聆听，
我很记得他说过一句话，
“如果我让人家觉得我什么都会，
那人家怎么还会要教我新东西？
那我又怎么能学到新的东西？？”
对啊，一般上如果我觉得那个人什么都会的话，
我也觉得我没有那种理念想教他东西吧？
反正觉得他应该会的。
所以，不要看到人家装傻的那一面哦！

还有一个人，
我从没有想过我会认识这类人，
只觉得这类人会在电视或书本出现吧？
头一次看到他，
觉得他好有杀气，
应该不是什么好人吧？
很像黑道大哥的脸哦！！
说真的那时我很担心，
甚至作者也觉得很不安。
后来聊着聊着，
才知道他是个流浪汉，
八年来走过了许多国家，
中国台湾缅甸泰国越南到马来西亚，
而且他才大我几岁呢！
他对生活要求并不多，
每天快乐就行了，
而且不赌不喝不嫖，
自己在外面独自生活的那种日子，
这些年来在他身上留下的疤痕和回忆，
我知道一定和其他人不一样，
这真的很不简单，
我这是算什么？
我还在怨什么？
往自己的梦想前进吧！

还有很多东西的，
写不完啊，
现在要出去帮企鹅庆祝生日了！
下集再续！

ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｃｏｎｔｉｎｕｅ．．．

一触即发！这是一个关于我心里的部落格！

2010-03-21T19:47:00.000-07:00

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊
你懂我的　我對你從來就不會假裝
我哪有說謊　請別以為你有多難忘
消失　真的不是我逞強

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊
你知道的　我缺點之一就是很健忘
我哪有說謊　是很感謝今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不習慣

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊
愛一個人沒愛到難道就會怎麼樣
別說我說謊　人生已經如此的艱難
有些事情就不要拆穿
我沒有說謊　是愛情說謊
它帶你來　騙我說　渴望的有可能有希望
我沒有說謊　祝你做個幸福的新娘
我的心事請你全遺忘

林宥嘉 – 說謊

以前听到这首歌，
觉得歌词很决！！
好残忍的感觉，
可是到最后，
才知道这歌会一直挖掘在自己最内心的部分，
不过像秋霞女士说的一样，
至少我曾经用心对待，
所以就算一杀那的不愉快，
我也不会后悔。

昨天参与的讲座，
幸好没有想象中可怕！
都是年轻人嘛！哈哈！
有几句话都让我印象深刻，

“波浪遇见阻碍会更澎湃，
信念遇见挑战要更坚定！”

"you complain that you've got no shoes to wear,
until u see a boy with no feet"

"live to serve; serve to live"

这三句话让我有所领悟，
我知道这旅程不容易，
可是至少有你们的陪伴，
我知道在打拼的并不是我自己一个。

it's no fun to be emo!

2010-03-11T07:04:00.001-08:00

lol...
went for interview this morning,
in a music centre near jln ipoh,
=.= i cant believe i went there without practicing...
ditch me!
past few days didnt get to find a piano to practice, =p
but still,
i played, and made loads of mistakes,
i'm not sure whether she's gna hire me or not,
for the teachers there some are degree holders,
feel kinda sad cuz i didnt try my best,
that's when i start to become emo for today...

after that went for lunch,
then mr chong called me and ask me to fetch him to bus station,
he's going back pahang today,
all of a sudden...
at first i thought i'm gonna find a doctor for my red eyes,
but it does not go red if i'm not wearing contact lens,
so i'll just save some money from the doctor la,
XD

nelson helped me to fetch mr chong to the bus station,
with jyh pei as well...
after that jyh pei said he's going to sg wang later,
and asked me if i would wna join them...
at first i was like, nah,
no mood after the interview,
but then, i asked him to call me before he leaves...

so i wait,
and wait,
did my laundry,
took my nap,
still wondering whether to go or not...

until when i have my mood back a bit,
annie also asked me whether to go for movie or not,
she wants to watch alice in the wonderland,
and i said OK! wait for jyh pei to call first...
it turns up to be, NO CALL...
and nelson told me he's going out soon...
i was like... ME?
i told annie bout it,
she said she's gonna read geisha for the rest of the night,
tuut....

emo back again,
dun wna join them already,
ish ish...

even they called i was like,
u guys go la, i dun wna go,
i dun wna rush and stuff...
i'm going to gym alone,
i wna be alone,
then i off my handphone...
ahaha... just like some kido did last time...

so i went to gym alone,
talk alone,
plan to eat alone,
FEELS SO WEIRD!!
conclusion is i cant be alone,
=.= i turn on my hp after i finished work out,
and receive lots of sms, =P
now he knows how it feels when u cant find someone...

and then i found that problems happened again between nelson, wilson and jyh pei,
same old problems,
lame arguments....
wilson left early cuz of some reason,
like he always do... zzzz...
nelson and jyh pei argue again,
for some lame reasons again... zzzzz...

didnt get to try to eat dinner alone,
thanks to wilson, ahaha...
counselling sessions again for 3 of them,
1st for wilson when having dinner,
2nd for nelson and jyhpei after that...

finally get to play pool again,
since penguin and hansen is not around i did not have the chance to play,
luckily wilson can play a bit,
haha...

tomorrow will be our last briefing,
wonder what's gonna happen next?

迷路啦，怎办？

2010-03-10T07:15:00.000-08:00

最近都不懂搞什么，
心情上下，很复杂，
已经没有力气想该怎么办了，
也许我永远都只能是个不平衡的秤吧。

或许我从来都没变过吧？
虽然尝试改变过，
以为已经改变过，
不过好像到目前为止，
我还是那个老样吧。

心灵上的累，
不知从何几时累计着，
虽然考试过了，放假了，
为什么肩膀还是觉得很重？

也许把自己关起来几天，
应该会比较好过？

是不是不该那么投入？
才不会受伤害？
怎么自我保护的方式，
永远都是那么自私的？

不管别人说什么，
听听就好。
很熟悉吧？=P

还有还有，
眼睛快瞎了，
再不看医生的话真的会恶化吧。
红红的，
隐形眼镜都不敢戴了，
怎么见人？？

心情日记好EMO啦，
奇怪到要死。

austin chase!

2010-03-06T07:40:00.000-08:00

FINALLY IT ENDS!
although it didnt end up pretty good,
but i think i'm still ok with it,
hahaha...
just like what i had expected,
im not gonna be real sad even if i fail this time,
ahaha...

finally get to relax without thinking of assignments,
i didnt get enough sleep,
didnt get to eat in time,
didnt get to play much,
didnt even had time to meet friends...
tuut...

so after we passed up our final work today,
we went to wangsa walk mall to have lunch,
but after that we hang out there quite a long time,
bought some new clothes from FOS,
i kinda like my banana slug t-shirt,
haha...
after that luppy feel hungry again,
that's y we end up taking photos in austin chase,
lol...

the cake was really good,
i mean, real good!
it's worth for how it cost la,
but im not used to coffee,
eee, so so bitter...
i put like, 3 packets of sugar in my cup,
but still it's a bit bitter!!

it's like what i expected,
spend long time taking photos and acting in that coffee shop,
hahaha...
post loads of them in facebook!
i like the ambient and mood in there,
relaxing, no tension, not much to worry about...

well, holiday just started today,
but we're gonna have new briefing next monday,
crazy id department! eee!!!
er... "we need to breathe even we hang up ourselves!"

so tired today, but happy...
midterm of sem4,
honestly its a waste of time for me,
what to do when u're tought by a lecturer who could leave the class just to ride on his friend's ferrari?
tuut...

oh yea, since i never blog for the past few weeks,
there's something new happened in town!
ahaha...

1st
we had a new member here!!
nelson's cousin- wilson!!
*applause*
he's a giraffe n he likes white coffin!
tuut...

2nd
aijia's new baby boy is born!!
he looks gorgeous!!!
o.o i wonder how would it be to be somebody's mom,
holding your own kid...
gratz jia!!

3rd
oh yea,
i saw myfm DJ lum tuck weng pass by us in wangsa walk mall,
didnt feel anything special also actually,
just feel like he looks diff in real person,
tuut!
he's gonna be there again next sat...

4th
i'm happy :]

cheer up people!
tmr is always gonna be another today...

以前以後

2010-02-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

以前以後

曲：金大洲
詞：姚若龍

本來總是牽著的手
現在怎麼各自寂寞
你在抽完菸後還要忙什麼

本來總是浪漫幟熱
現在怎麼被動冷漠
你的心裡是否還剩下溫柔

假如我提的每個夢你都覺得沉重WOOH~
我還能夠做什麼是放手或淚流

以前說的不是這種以後
快樂不該變得像彩虹
都要讓大雨淋過才短暫擁有
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網

以前要得不是這種以後
感動被生活輾過
愛情就磨成了寂寞

以前說的不是這種以後
心事不該窒息的鎖著
相愛也不該變成互相痛快的指責

以前要的不是這種以後
看幸福慢慢褪色
愛你值得不值得

**somehow addicted to this song~

还是你想太多？

2010-02-08T05:59:00.000-08:00

如果每个朋友我都把他们尝试当知己，
那我既不是很忙？

也许我以前真的以为，
自己真的已经遇到自己身边比较重要的些人，
以为可以把你们更重视些，
虽然不是每一个都认同于我的看法，
但至少有些对我同以对待，
但有些，
把我当那种自找烦恼的某些人吧。

也许真的没说错吧，
把时间花在你身上真的是自找烦恼，
因为你根本就把我当成所谓的路人，
以后各有各的事要顾虑，
这些路过的朋友，
过了就算了吧。

失望。

朋友？知己？到头来，也许只是回忆。

2010-02-07T08:33:00.000-08:00

对啊，
人终究需要离别，
朋友也不可能会有一辈子的，
等你以后出了社会，
等你以后组织了自己的家庭，
自己本身的烦恼都那么多了，
哪还能像以前那样一起玩乐复癫？

不过我相信，
就算知道总有离别的一天，
也许友情还是能维持至你想象不到的日子，
只是读书期间就完了？
还是到做工期间？
或是到你老了？
也许你可能没想到，
你身边的某个朋友也许能够陪伴你到你的最后一口气？

那如果早就知道我们会离别，
难道现在就不用心交朋友，
不用成为什么知己，
反正以后他走他的，
我走我的，
现在维持同学关系不就好嘛？
干嘛要为他们的问题自找烦恼？

那如果我知道我公司以后会倒闭，
不如现在就不做工，
反正以后倒闭了还不是一样会失业？

如果我知道我老公总有一天会死去，
那不如现在不要结婚，
还可以剩回结婚开支？

什么道理嘛？对不？

所以嘛，
朋友虽然会离开，
老公虽然有天会离我而去，
但至少我们曾一起奋斗，
一起烦恼过，
一起疯癫过，
一起创造回忆过，
可以说是你人生中不可缺少的话剧吧。

为什么会有回忆？
人终会有一段过去吧，
只看你要把它变成一个美好回忆，
还是一尘不变平凡的回忆而已。

为什么会写这些？
因为觉得你也许拿出心来交朋友，
他们未必会如你所愿，
但至少我曾经试过，
失败不代表结局吧。

好像用华语比较能表达这种抽象的部落格~
TUUT！

i'm coming for ya CNY!

2010-02-06T08:27:00.000-08:00

had been a good day for today,
hahaha...
met Bong today,
happy to see her again since she's studying at Kampar,
she's having sem break now only we had the chance to meet...

been learning a lot of new things day to day,
i've been told that i'm like a flower in a greenhouse,
sheltered and protected...
didnt get the chance to meet people outside,
to see how realistic this world could be,
even listening to people's stories of their personal experience freak me out,
but it's really what happened outside,
and its not the worst...
tuut...
i believe that i've made the right choice for myself...

after that went to meet my mom and sisters at kepong jusco,
went there to try to shop something for CNY,
glad that i bought a pair of skinny from SUB,
still cant get the top one!!
tuut...

then my eldest sister Jamy asked me,
"i'm going to saloon with my friend later, u wanna come?"
actually i planned to straighten my hair after CNY,
since it's so expensive now why not wait for few more weeks,
need to save some money tho,
ahhaha...
so i said if the price is in my budget then i'll do it...
off we go to the saloon...

and it's really in my expectation,
not more than rm100,
yeay! so i'm like let's do it now!
but poor those people who work there,
have to work over time cuz it takes time to straighten my hair,
sorry guys, peak season eh?
i found this saloon not bad,
it's located at kepong,
called the xuan saloon something...
friendly staffs...

that's why i said that it was smooth today,
nothing went wrong,
lucky day for me i guess,
haha...
nobody's at home,
except for me and ah ba,
tuut...

gonna watch another disney's old cartoon later,
see ya!

hmmm... too much to blog!?

2010-02-05T09:12:00.000-08:00

woa... its like everything's pile up and i have to throw it out all in this blog!
been a lot of activities for myself,
after class sure is another enjoyment!

last wed went out with the juniors,
they're just as crazy as us!
cant stop laughing,
and they are really loud and funny!!
we took almost 100 over pictures just for that few hours,
its really crazy!!!
went for kareoke with them,
sang all those funny CNY songs again!!
plus the CNY version poker face!
XD oh my god.....

even when we're having dinner at toilet t-bowl restaurant is also hilarious,
we doesnt really care how ppl see us,
we just do whatever we want,
noisy bunch of us!

this t-bowl restaurant was opened recently in sungai wang 3rd floor if not mistaken,
last time we went once at penang with jyh pei,
this time he wasnt with us,
too bad...
but it's still the same,
toilet theme restaurant with toilet bowl seats and bathtub table,
fun place to hang out sometimes...

it's been ages ago since i took sitcker photos,
this time with all of them,
jyh pei ah! you should have come!!
it's quite chaotic when we're taking photo,
switching places and posing in that small space,
while it has time limit!
AHHHH!! CHANGE!!!
I WNA GO UP!! YOUR TURN TO STAND BELOW!!
lol... end up we're all like monkeys in a cage...

that day end up everyone's tired...
reach home almost at 10pm...
GOOD ONE JUNIORS!
I CAN SEE YOUR POTENTIAL OF BEING BAICHILIZATION PEOPLE!

tuuut...
it was a day without luppy...
SO NOT USED TO IT!
everyone is doing con draw at classroom,
some at computer lab...
me and annie went to buy ice-cream for a break,
and we're like...
why MIA doesnt have some place for students to relax?
we're like sitting beside the corridor...

then suddenly i thought of the juniors,
they took photos at the roof top of MIA...
so i was like, "roof top?"
then annie said "lets go then!"
lol... so we went up to the entrance to the roof top,
it's quite hard to push the steel cover which leads to the roof top,
but i kinda push it hard!
yup we did it!

so me and annie found a nice spot to look at the view from top,
it was windy and we're enjoying our ice-cream,
talking bout some things we used to share,
hahaha...
enjoy the feel,
although it's kinda rusty up there,
but at least it became another new place to hang out i guess...

that night was the Haiti Charity Pop Concert,
organized by music department...
at first i thought a lot of us are coming to watch,
but end up it was only few of us,
o.o everyone stay up late tho...

envy students from music department,
they always seem happy,
specially when they're performing,
envy envy envy!
i should have joined them too,
study music...
ARGH!!
but i will,
at least before i die,
hahaha...
i want music to be part of my life,
i will continue music course after this,
if i have the ability to support on my own,
don't wna make my parents worry bout my future life because of the decision i made,
love you dad and mom...

last few days we joined the competition organized by the click clack club,
which is the couple photoshooting competition,
that day me and ken wore the same pattern of shirt,
so we decide to participate and give it a try,
so were annie and luppy!
i didnt manage to get their photo,
chor leng only upload one photo in her facebook for me to save,
aha...

and then we got the fifth place,
and was rewarded with this very cute camera they made,
thanks to click clack club,
Luppy and Annie took the 4th place,
haha...
Chor leng invited me to sekinchan as well
weh!! u guys(5 of u all) on or not?!

finally reached the last part to blog,
PHEW!!
today went dinner with annie and mr chong,
the others ffk me... tuut!
we went one of the steamboat restaurant at kepong,
and it's per head charge so u can eat as much as u can,
and there's BBQ and steamboat together..
annie and mr chong did a good cook in grilling,
and i only have to wait and eat,
ahahaha!

but it really killed us cuz we're so so full!!
it's really a lot of food for the 3 of us!
but it's kinda lonely without u guys,
aiks...
u guys should have come!!

fianlly end up my blog at 2.47am...
wow!
i spend for almost an hour for this blog,
crazy geh...
hahaha!

也许

2010-02-03T07:33:00.000-08:00

往往有许多事情，
都没有想过会发生在自己身上，
或自己身边的人，
无可奈何，
自己顾不得那么多。

讨厌自己不会隐藏，
什么都能够不假思索表露出来，
别人也无可奈何，
他们也顾不得我那么多。

以为自己是坚强的，
其实只有表面上的刚强吧。

有时候，
真的会尝试着放空自己，
想要让自己有避开现实的空间，
就算只有那一秒也好，
可是我做不到。

也许到最后，
觉得自己最需要的，
真的不过就是一个能依靠的肩膀嘛，
一个只需要听我苦诉的听众，
就这么简单，
却找不到。

以为自己遇上了生命中的角色，
其实可能只是个路人甲。

但我知道，
我在为身边所发生的事而蜕变中吧。

不喜欢自己自想太多，
不喜欢自己为其他人想太多，
不喜欢自己伪装，
可是如果没有了以上的所有，
又会是一个怎么样的我呢？

够了。

真的。

well done!!

2010-02-01T04:20:00.000-08:00

its been a very long time since i get to enjoy the sight of chinese orchestra performance!
and i'm so proud of xiao teng!
YOU'RE SO SO FABULOUS!!
GREAT PERFORMANCE,
MUACK!!

i went to the performance with my parents and youngest sis,
since she's playing chinese instrument as well,
so she's really keen to watch them play~
met shongen and zhi pei on spot,
too bad annie couldnt make it,
she had to take care of her dog jojo,
who just came back from vet hospital if not mistaken...

enjoy the group performance,
and i found that they are really high grade and pro!
the ticket price shouldnt be that low!!
lol...
specially the one who played the flute and yangqin,
they're grauduate from some china music college if im not mistaken,
wonderful performance...

of course i wont miss the chance to take picture with our pretty xiao teng,
she joined the chinese instrument classes since she's form 3 till now,
and she's great in playing liu qin,
cool!!!
and i saw many types of other chinese instrument that i never see before,
and i didnt know that the pieces could be so harmony with tibet and india style in it,
of course there are also classical chinese music,
the one even my dad's knows how to sing it...
its called "平湖秋月"
nice one!!

it tooks about 2 hours for the whole performance,
everyone seems to be satisfied about it,
kaka...
this thursday is gonna be a charity concert for haiti victims,
also held by MIA music department,
cant wait to see them play,
haha!!

tuut

2010-01-30T05:07:00.000-08:00

this new year its like,
too much things going on...
i've tried to break through myself,
but i'm sorry too cuz i drag you in this,
which makes you so unhappy...

no worries,
no matter how is it,
i'll try my best to learn,
only do for the way i feel that it's right,
at least i'll help you to get back the cost you've gave out...

perhaps different people has different thinking,
for some reasons i think that some ways people do it doesnt match with our thoughts,
which makes us doubt by involving ourselves in this,
however,
the only thing i must tell myself,
the reason i do this its for my family,
and i hope u'll understand,
the day i decide to let you know what am i doing,
it's not that i want to take anything from you,
it's because i trust you...
and i felt guilty that you're so so depressed about it...

no worries,
i'll pratice more,
i'll do my best...

again,
forgive me...

love ya!

it isnt over?

2010-01-28T06:07:00.001-08:00

its been a harsh day today,
lots of problems for myself,
and heard a really shocking news,
i thought it was the end,
but i never thought that it's running all behind the scene for all these sems,
err... what can i say?
for us its like "IT'S OVER!"
but for somebody else, its like,
revenge =.=
and its like advertising company,
now who's the one who brought it up??
chhh...

i believe that someday people might know,
and now it's really starting...
people really know!
please la...
you've got it all dont ya?
we had already put this things away,
but why??
for a moment i thought that
"hey let's be friends again?"
but now i can see for myself...
kinda dissapointed,
and i blame myself for being too naive...

aha!
never think too much of it,
go ahead,
do whatever you wna do...
im tired of it...

still long way to go...

2010-01-26T04:26:00.000-08:00

well it end up that it wasnt as easy as i thought,
doesnt mean that u think u can then u can make it,
doesnt mean that people u think that understands u really understands u,
i was wrong,
but i learnt from mistake,
i know that i can break through...

but somehow it's hard for me,
for i cant really share my feelings with people,
but i manage to found some,
thanks for them who is willing to listen...
i won't give up,
for my dreams,
for my family...
struggle hard!

and i hate myself for being a cry baby since when i was born,
mom n dad complain that i cried till the whole neighbourhood recognise my crying when i was a baby,
urgh,
genetically from my mom,
she used to b a cry baby too! XD
tears just come out whenever they want,
in a huge huge amount of it,
tuut...
cant make it stop easily...
but it really affects my image,
for being a... manly crying girl... ??

id as well, struggle hard!
im half way to it!!!
so many things!
i must repay before the end of the day!
which might be 2012!!

tuut...
hope to work hard with my partner as well,
forgive me for making mistake...
bye...

GeoWood...

2010-01-22T06:25:00.000-08:00

finally bought the geowood from jern's stall,
haha... although thr's no name on it,
but also bought some to support support...

im giving it all to my bro and sis,
my eldest sis took the blue pig one,
XD it kinda look like her...

today went to a mall,
we kinda lost at bangsar area,
plus traffic jam...
plus me and annie are starving!!
not good not good,
im gonna be flabby...

after that went to gym for training session,
really tired,
dont feel like talking also,
but still,
after that i got my mood back,
reach home still have to do homework ah,
ish ish...

AIKS!
i must be more hardworking,
i know what is my aim...
gah yao ah!

Puppet from graphic~

2010-01-21T06:00:00.000-08:00

Graphic department are doing marketing sales this week,
most of them need support so,
i just bought one for me,
which i kinda like it!

it's a bit expensive for me la,
but nevermind la,
they wrote my name on it too...
so i guess there's a little value in it,
its handmade as well!!
should really support them...
i'm still waiting for jern's geowood,
dunno she'll write my name on it or not...
=.=

Nelson bought this octopus from geo wood,
its kinda special cuz it has it's own fragrant...
im not sure what kind of wood is it,
but they really did a great job in modifying them,
should hv took more pictures,
but u guys can browse through in facbook...

today is kinda crazy day,
6 of us laugh in and out,
this luppy made annie angry today,
kaka...
after tonight will be okay de la,
i'm sure bout it...

we had lunch at wangsa walk mall's little wok kitchen,
for lunch time promotion its kinda cheap,
and the food is so far better than most of the restaurants in wangsa walk mall,
for me i prefer this and popeye only... tuut

night time went to sri rampai for dinner,
annie introduce us to this restaurant called "lao zhao pai"
i like the environment there,
relaxing...
after dinner we took pics in a special corner,
which they designed to look like the 80's...
they would have post some pics in facebook later,
check it out...

o.O argues...

2010-01-20T09:28:00.000-08:00

today its kinda... like...
not going so well,
cuz of emotions making trouble,
i kinda argue with luppy,
tuut...

but i'm really,
seriously,
dont want it to happen,
yes i'm still afraid that im doing the same mistake,
but im trying to solve my problems,
and im still trying to get over it,
but sometimes when this kind of things happen,
its hard for me to not trying to relate things together,
i'll still relate my previous feelings and mistakes together with this,
after all the problem links...
i dont know how,
maybe i still did not do it in the right way,
plus, i need some time to make things go right,
i hope you understand,
after all i just dont want anything to affect us...

i'm still, not a perfect friend to be,
but i show emotions cause i really do care about how you guys think about me,
for what i did maybe i really didnt realise,
i always thought in the way u guys dont really think...
but still...
i'm sorry....

yet,
today is a busy day,
watched "da ri zi" at cinema,
quite nice la the show,
funny and kinda touching also,
keke...

busy and tired,
tomorrow stuggle for homework,
now sleep!
AHHH...

gd nite...

whole day outing!!

2010-01-16T08:44:00.000-08:00

well we have class since 9am this morning...
actually we had a date with mr chong after class,
we planned to go cheong k...
but at first its only the 4 of us,
mr chong plus me plus annie and luppy...

the rest??
at first ask them they dont wna go,
but at last class ended early today,
so they decided to follow us at last,
haha!!

but still its the 4 of us went for kareoke,
and the others went shopping around...
although its just only 4 of us,
but we really laugh our heads off!!
with luppy around,
there's no reason that u wouldnt laugh!

we sang chinese new year songs,
which was really loud and noisy!!
usually went i was walking around those malls,
i didnt really enjoy listening to CNY song,
first its kinda noisy,
and they used to sing the same song since last 10 years...
but for kareoke its kinda fun,
cause CNY is coming soon,
we'll only get to sing those songs like once or twice a year?
so just give it all!!! gong xi gong xi!!

after that we went to have dinner at tin yuen steamboat,
the porridge we used to eat last time,
penguin joined us,
he had plans after dinner,
spend time with us while waiting for someone to fetch him...

well...
actually this week its kinda hard for me,
i'm still trying to make myself to be a better me...
forgiveness was given but maybe myself i felt guilty...
for what i had done without realise that i actually hurt other ppl's feeling...
ahhh, people made mistakes, although u didnt really mean it,
but still, its a mistake...

maybe it wasnt the right way for me to over react,
haha...
talk like my mom doesnt really help tho,
ahaha, tuuut....

im glad that those awkwardness was gone,
all of us seems to came back where we used to be...
i hope that there wont be any problems although it couldnt be evade...

anyway... its a tired day today,
but i enjoyed...
im happy!!!
and i finally get my voice back again!!
hahahaha...

really tired,
need to get some rest,
goodbye...

o.o pork intestine!!

2010-01-13T04:40:00.000-08:00

after class i went to look for my dad,
to send pajero for service...
once we reach there it was almost 6pm,
so the mechanic told us that we have to leave pajero there for at least one day,
o.o cant go out tonight!
tmr have to ask luppy to fetch me to college,
tuut...

after that my dad took me to akleh's "wai sek gai",
i always like the food there,
its always nice!!
my dad used to buy food there for us,
as well as today,
he bought some back to ulu yam too...

today i tried something new,
which i don't really dare to eat last time,
um... in chinese its called "猪杂汤"
um... which means a soup with all those pig organs and stuff...

at first i didnt bother,
just ate what i had...
then my dad asked me
"dare to try or not?"
"errr... no..."
"try la, this place is so far the best one i tried..."

and i saw my dad ate,
looks nice...
so i tried the soup,
nice...

"whats that?" "pig tongue."
okay, pig's tongue! but i did tried!
it taste just like pork...

"that white thing?" "pig intestine."
i used to try once before at somewhere else,
but i didnt manage to swallow...
but this one, i tried...
ok wo...

"try this one." "no!"
it's pig's blood, how could i!?
"it taste just like those jelly..."
huh... really?
i just took a small piece of it,
and i ate it....
...
.....
..........
it really taste like jelly,
not as horrible as i thought,
haha!!

(forgot to took picture of it, but this pic is similar to what i eat)

and finally,
i agree with my dad,
its really the best one so far... XD
i kinda like it!!

tuut...
bought some food for my housemate as well,
plus chicken wing!!!
have to control my diet!
tuut!!!

today have to finish con draw,
see ya!

so sad...

2010-01-12T06:48:00.000-08:00

i've never seen things like this before...
when i'm on the way fetching jyh pei home,
we're shocked to see that a girl was standing in the middle of the road,
under the hot sun,
and she was just starring at one direction...
at first we were like,
what is she doing out there??

but then the sad thing is,
once we Uturn and dropped jyh pei,
i drove and we passed by that girl again,
this time we saw her from the front,
even more shocked!
she was pregnant!!
and i guess she's almost at the time to deliver...

that time me and annie were thinking,
did her boyfriend or husband broke up with her?
or she's having depression or so called melancholia before childbirth...?
where is her family?
why is she alone in the middle of the road...
i pity her...
hope she's okay...

annie finally had her braces on,
of course the first day she'll feel uncomfortable,
cant chew or bite...
nevermind,
she'll get through it...
heard that she's starting a blog as well!
so as ken... good for u 2!
haha... at least i have more stories to read now...

tomorrow we're having class replacement,
gonna be a busy month for me...
tuut!
hope i can catch up for this project...

bye!

total miss out...

2010-01-11T07:49:00.000-08:00

um... last blog i stop at...
gym for last week?!
woa i havent update it for almost a week...

yesterday i went to meet 3 of my form 6 friends,
sau wei, yuen mei and khong...
although i had only studied there for 2 month plus before i came to MIA,
i had great times with them....
specially sau wei and yuen mei,
we're always laughing in class...
khong is one of my NS friend as well,
never thought that we would be classmate...
haha... i hope to meet u guys again,
well most of them went back to their hometown,
if would have graduate as well if i continue studying with them,
but this is what i choose,
so... never regret!
at least i met them...
i'm happy to know them!

today was kinda scary,
first it happend when i was driving back from ulu yam to setapak,
along with my housemate ming juan...
it was raining so heavily on the way,
i was kinda worry,
cause of the previous accident...

this time i never thought that this car would lose control again,
well it's not really as serious as last time,
cause i want to turn left so i slow down,
but i guess i over hit the brake too hard,
till the car kinda lose control,
this time i know what to do,
i just took my foot off the pedal,
and the car went back normal,
dangerous but i'm fine!
but didnt manage to turn left to the shortcut...
steady!!

this evening penguin came to visit us,
so 2 of us went for dinner with zuo, yan and lewis...
after that we went to CC for L4D2,
its kinda fun,
but its harder than i expected!

after that i fetched penguin back to cheras,
he told me the way back,
but i guess i was thinking of something else when i was driving,
end up i turn into the wrong junction....
and then i look around as i drive,
it doesnt look like the way i came just now!

then i tried to find Uturn,
end up i drove into some dark place,
not many cars,
i'm not sure about how to find the way back out to the highway,
pathway that i choose leads me to a quiet train station!!
after that i found that im at sri petaling,
the road which my dad always drove when im still a kid!
finally i called my dad for help,
and that's when i saw the klcc sign..
so i just follow all the way up to klcc back to setapak,
phew!
luckily i manage to came back,
it was already 11pm when i reach home,
it was a tired day!!

even more tired today~

2010-01-05T04:34:00.000-08:00

i realise that going to gym after class is not really a good thing,
during ABT class was still okay,
just feel soar a bit,
but then after ABT i went for yoga,
suddenly felt very sleepy,
cannot hold my position steadily,
and i keep on yawning!!

so then it was cool down time,
the instructor would just ask us to lie down and relax,
and i fell asleep!!
ish!! luckily i woke up in the right time,
they're still lying in the same position...
i guess i'll just have to pick days with less hour of class in coll...
still wna continue work out!

today i met Brian before i went to gym,
i didnt realise it was him until he called my name,
its not that he changed a lot,
its just that i didnt realised it was him in formal wearing...
did a little chat with him,
well hope he'll get better soon!!
tuut tuut!

and i saw one of my lecturer in the gym!
i'm kinda suprised to see her there,
when i'm still thinking of should i greet her or wave or pretend not to see,
she turn left and walk into the yoga studio,
wooo...
she's kinda stressed out too eh?
keke...

today i felt that im so short,
cause coery is standing beside me...
coery is one of the instructor in that gym,
which is really really tall,
i think she's almost the height of hansen,
or maybe taller!
cuz when she stand beside me,
she's like one head taller than me...
any secrets?
i wna grow 5 more centimeters...

should have finish old assignment today,
now im more into this new project with mr sun,
since mr khairul dun really wna bother bout us anymore...
i thought he was okay but he really wasnt that thoughtful,
haha...
nevermind la,
as long as i manage to pass sem4 then should b fine!

that's all,
tml is gonna be another hectic day with mr k,
tuut...

night!

happy birthday old sis!!

2010-01-04T09:11:00.000-08:00

she's happy im sure,
for what her hometown friends had did for her,
from kl drive back to ulu yam and fetch the others back to kl again,
just to celebrate her birthday!
poor her friend have to fetch them back ulu yam and come back kl again after that!
what a great friend she had!!!

of course im great also,
because of her i gave up of going to yum cha,
and went out to search for birthday cake cuz of the sudden celebration!
it's almost 10pm,
luckily we found one cake shop which is still open!

so her friends reach at 11pm a guess,
she was sleeping in the room,
so we decide to go into her room and wake her up with the cake,
but then once we turn off the fan ( so that the candle wont be blown off)
and she felt hot, and woke up!
=.= then she saw candle light from the inside...

but what she didnt expect is she never thought that her hometown friends will come,
she thought it was only housemates,
so when she went out she only saw our housemates,
then all of a sudden her friend pop out from the toilet with the cake!
(2 rooms are attached to 1 toilet)
haha...
she's suprised...

my family decide to buy her guinea pigs,
since she want it so badly...
haha....
so yesterday after i fetch pei pei back to her school,
then i went to wangsa walk mall's pet shop,
i'm so lucky cause they're doing promotion for the last day i went there,
get some discounts of course...
but too bad the guinea pigs were sold out,
so i only bought the cage and some other stuff...
i leave my hp number for the staff,
so they can contact me once there's guinea pig for sale...

my housemates bought cosmetic for my sis,
which she likes it a lot,
and always needed it a lot!!
good for her!

happy birthday ling ling,
22 years old!
older again!!
and im gonna be 20 soon!

tuut...
night...

first day class cancel...

2010-01-04T04:59:00.000-08:00

lol...
luckily i havent step out from my house yet,
i received sms telling that class had been cancel,
i dont know its a good thing or not,
cuz after that i cant really get back to sleep!!

went to gym at around 2pm...
making myself sweat really feels good,
which i never thought about it last time,
when i never exercise at all...
hard bones ah chua...

after that went to ken's place to do id,
aih... really dont feel like doing it lor,
but i heard that that they changed our lecturer,
mr khairul will no longer teach us anymore,
haha...
i wonder how is mr soon gonna be??
but this project its really like,
=,= i hope it doesnt pull back my marks too much...

after that went for dinner with annie, ken, jyhpei and san hui,
i took them to sri rampai,
thanks to fleeve,
im like going there few times already,
first time with fleeve,
2nd time with my sis, hui san and penguin,
and today with my mia friends...

and yet,
ppl complaining me for not updating my blog for this holiday,
well i did update some,
now i wrote one for today too,
hahahaha...
no more complains ha!

having class from tuesday to saturday for half of this sem,
u thought its gonna be another 8 weeks till next holiday,
but plus CNY holiday its gonna be 9 weeks till next sem break!
i must be tough to go through sem 4!!

SHOOT...
left my hp in the car,
ish...
going to take it back now,
see ya!!

new year -2010-

2010-01-03T06:03:00.000-08:00

well im gonna reach 20,
that's the first thing went through my mind when i thought about 2010...
new year new life?
im sure that this year will be better...

this pic was taken last year,
well actually it was just few weeks ago,
the time i went for kareoke with my sis and housmates...
somebody made a joke for that sign,
but i kinda like it...
"no ghost allowed?" i dno... XD

this new year,
as usual,
we went to celebrate it in genting...
same old things we did,
its kinda like a gathering for me,
cuz all of us were there...
we stayed at the old creepy amber court again...
went for new year countdown in front of genting hotel...

after fireworks,
i really had to be prepared,
fight for 2010 again!
and its 2 more years to the end of the world!!!
wahahahaha....
suddenly miss those friends that lived far away,
banana, alvin, sid, etc etc...
god bless u all...

happy new year people,
gonna start class tomorrow,
and im still blogging to no whr here?
start to do homework again,
aiks!

good night~

2004 tsunami

2009-12-20T07:23:00.000-08:00

well... i was watching tsunami that happened 5 years ago in tv,

a disaster that affects asia a lot...
actually i had already watched it for a few times,

even it's the same video they're showing,

but it really freaks me out....

and for sure there are real scene captured by the survivors of tsunami...

heard lots of story bout them,

that's why i had the feel of blogging them out...

tsunami really gave a massive destruction to places it hits,

nothing could stop them,

there's no way to be awared...

i found this photo of the before and after the disaster happened...

the whole place was totally shoved into a flat ground,

everything was destroy by the tidal wave that pass through it...

heard stories about how people faced that critical situation,

some were just having vacations with their families,

or couples going for their honeymoon,

or maybe people who lived there enjoying the sun they always had,

no one expected tsunami to happened in this beautiful weather,

no one expected to lost their loved ones after in a short while...

people might found that strange things are happening,

sudden ebb tide that pull back a great distance of sea water,

uneven sea current when they're diving...

some were even curious and amazed of the coming tidal wave...

they could just stand and looked at the wave coming towards the shore...

but when they realised that something wasn't right, it was too late....'

at first it was just a flood,

sea water rises covering the whole area,

people were running for it,

but they wasn't that worried,

its still a fine weather when the flood happened,

some of them were still able to video the situation,

moments later the water seems to be sucked back into the ocean,

the place was cleared with water within minutes,

but the flood was just a warning...

then the second tidal wave hits the shore,

this time with a powerful strength that smashed everything through it,

the video that the survivors recorded played in the tv,

its a total chaos and people were screaming,

running away from the wave,

saving childrens...

"i wanna go home"

i heard 1 of the kid of the survivor cried in the video...

lots of people sacrificed...

i even saw people who were flushed away by the wave and dissapeared,

there's a story that a mom holding her daughter when they are hit,

her mom just hold her tight wherever no matter how worse its gonna be,

but the time her mom got up from the wave,

she realised that her daughter was no longer in her arms...

she blamed herself when she talked about it,

she was so so sad that she didnt even know that when she loses her hands,

letting go of her daughter...

that's when she never sees her daughter again...

people who died in this tragic,

people who lost their homes...

being left alone and don't know where to go,

missing people in nowhere...

missing your loved ones...

well... although it happened 5 years ago,

during this christmas event,

but that time i still could remember,

that we were watching CNN in the living room,

hoping that it will end soon...

disaster happens...

its like,

who knows that what will happen tomorrow??

just appreciate everyday that u are still able to live,

and people around you before u lose them...

>.<>

christmas party at B-11-6

2009-12-18T08:40:00.000-08:00

just had a christmas part with my housemates plus old housemates,
haha....
this year there are 12 of us!!!
cook a lot of food and ate till 11pm...
of course we played games and punished losers to finish it up!!

i like to exchange presents for sure,
its a must in christmas event,
i wonder why...
well with penguin they all,
its like, 2 to 3 years ago?
we must celebrate again this year!!!!!

i received this awesome gift from ah hao,
its kinda cool for me,
cuz i only saw this kind of thing in mall,
but never thought of getting one for myself...
and now i did have one...

its called the art pin,
where u can create sculptures in seconds,
u can just do whatever u want to!!
and i tried few...

my palm...

you can show your "yeah" with it!!

or any small small things to sculpt with!

actually if you want to u can sculpt your face,

but nah,

not gonna try it,

don't want extra pimples in my face!!

tomorrow going to watch Avatar,

my sis said that it was a good movie!

cant wait for it!!!!

yoyoyoy!!!

sleep early tonight...

bye!

last birthday boy of the year!

2009-12-16T01:32:00.000-08:00

so the youngest one in our gang,
zuo finally get to be 19!!
XD went to chilis for dinner with them at KLCC,
time runs out so fast..
its already second year since we graduated from high schl!

well im not sure bout the cakes but,
its not a big round one,
but they're definitely nice to eat!
we bought a slice of banana chocolate,
then thr's mango yogurt and tiramisu too...
i prefer banana chocolate of course!!
not too sweet, and the banana wasnt too ripe!
good one!

took quite a lot of pics there,
we didnt even get to watch movie in time,
but what's more important than taking photo with our bd boy?
XD movies? step a side...

i made a card for zuo,
just a simple one,
and i used quite a long time to complete it!
used tuzki rabbit as the presenter for his birthday,
with the cutting and pasting,
plus some stories i made about zuo,
did put a bit of effort in it la,
glad that he liked it...

of course i liked it also,

tough part that it was written in cantonese,

i even online to do some reearch for some words,

search for cantonese comics too...

although its not a fancy card,

but its full of love for zuo,

haha...

of course i didnt missed the chance to take a pic with it,

quite meaningful to me,

i appreciate of what i did too...

haha...

so who's gna be next?

after dinner went for storm warriors,

didnt go in in time but still it didnt started long...

storm warriors wasnt that bad,

but thr's some weird scenes... =.=

lots of good movie coming up!

avatar,

alvin and the chipmunks,

tressure hunter,

alice in the wonderland,

dragon,

etc etc!!

hope i have the time to watch!

steamboat for dinner tonight,

next week staying at setapak start doing my id...

christmas's comin!!!

SALES!!!

must shop...

see ya!

long time no see - homemade sushi!!

2009-12-11T08:49:00.000-08:00

last week my cousins came back from sabah,
chiu lin, yauw yauw and zheng zheng,
3 of them growing taller and taller and taller!!!

that day we stayed at home to make sushi together...
long time didnt make sushi at home already...
the last time was in cameron highlands...
simple materials, simple methods,
onions... i wonder why u'll make me tears? =.=
yea im the one who cut them,
maybe they hate me cuz of this... XD

see how tall my cousin is?
even my sister beside is taller than me a bit...
means... im so short! T.T

these are the sushi we made,
this time we improve a lot!
can do nice nice ones...
taste better also of course!!

i made this temaki my own!!
hahahahahahaha!!!!
i feel so proud of it...
hohohohohohohohhoho!!!

well so far so good,
we kinda finished everything at last,
then we did make some for grandma,
but she don't really like sushi i guess,
cuz end up i saw some leftovers in the puppy's food tray,
kakakaka....

nihow, great job for chua and wong's family!
XD hahahahaha...

Ninja Assassin! NICE!

2009-11-28T09:46:00.001-08:00

im so excited to blog once i watched NINJA ASSASSIN...
it made me kinda suffocate for those killing scenes,
i thought that after watching that Ninja movie can warm me up a bit for those killing and blood scene,
but nope, NINJA ASSASSIN is way more... violent and eww!!
a bit nausea after the movie ended...

i loved Rain so much in that movie,
you can really tell that he sacrifices a lot in this movie,
heard that he had been trained for 8 months like hell for this movie,
just to give him the perfect body shape,
and he really did it!!
he's so so so damn hot!!!

Korea should be really lucky to have Rain,
he's trying so hard to work in his carreer,
from a cute pop star with his signature cute smile,
and now an international actor,
from his first movie Speed Racer to Ninja Assassin...

he gives out more than the others did,
he's more like being tortured in this movie,
so far i've seen, he's really gonna be thorn into pieces in this movie...
i'm not sure whether it's make up or what,
but you can really see that there's real pain in him,
some of the scence really cant be done by using substitute or computer effect!
and i really do RESPECT him!!
appreciate him for doing so much in this movie,
he is a true actor...
he's my second idol after this!!
RAIN!!!!
I LOVE YA!!!

Saito college MSiD

2009-11-24T00:23:00.000-08:00

the sem 4 and sem 5,
we went to Saito college for a whole day of tiring, exciting, blah blah activity...
early in the morning woke up at 6am,
just to get ready and reach coll before 7am...
and the bus reached like... 8am??
URGH...

Saito College is located somewhr at pj,
not really big,
but i kinda like the interior of the college,
visually interesting when u look from the upper floor to the lower floor,
lol...
lots of competition been held there,
and im in one of the sketching competition...
with khor also...
the only thing i knew that 2 of us were like playing instead of competing,
we're required to sketch any building which will look after 10 years later...
so we're like skecthing, thinking, imagine...
10 years later? sure got aliens....
how bout UFO? draw it la...
nibiru planet?? okokok...
oh yea! draw guan yin ma in it also...
tuuut...
at least we had fun for that hour....

nelson, ken, wendy and pearl were participating the furniture,
kinda pity them, cuz our lecturer torture them a lot...
ask them to change ideas for the last minute,
ask them to complete it faster without helping them...
urghhh...

but we had way too much of free time,
so we took photos at the park in front,
luckily it happens to be windy that day,
kekeke...

i liked the photo of annie and luppy below,
looks like another wedding photo for them...

the photo below is one of the mural paintings paint by our seniors,

and we went to took photo with it even its raining!!

it took them like for 5 hours to complete it,

can see that they put a lot of effort in it,

some of them even have sun burn after that...

thanks senior!

went back home at 11pm after that,

we were so so so so tired after all this!

these few days used to sleep early,

before 12am feel sleepy edi...

last night was even worse,

we went to movie and kareoke,

then i suddenly became very sleepy,

when i drove i really cant open my eyes wide,

eyes closed at every red traffic light!

but still manage to drive home,

but forgot to press 11th floor once i enter the lift,

until the other person got out at 12th floor then only i realised,

really tired day...

but glad that i get to watch Astro Boy,

not bad for this movie~~

k ler,

accompany them eating at springfield now...

penguin and hansen are coming tonight~~

see ya!

Nautilus shell

2009-11-20T08:36:00.000-08:00

first lighting design i've made.
thanks to mr daniel,
our lighting lecturer...

everyone did a great job for it,
put a lot of effort on it...
can check out the pictures in facebook!
that evening we put up all our lights at our department,
looks more like a light shop to us...
it's really a special night,
how this subject can unite sem 4...

my light design,

its not the most outstanding one among all of us,

but i still kinda like mine,

i've already satisfied for what i did,

for people who're not good in handcraft can come out something like this,

i'm really happy with it...

the process of making it is kinda torturing,

(cuz i'm really a noob of cutting or wiring etc)

thanks to annie who helped me to tie the lightbulb in my lamp,

cant switch on too long, pvc cant stand it... tuut!

nautilus shell is my concept,

so i made the form of it...

light eh?

i never thought that i could make one which can be light up!

kekeke...

tomorrow have to wake up early,

probably 6am...

going to saito college for competition,

good luck to those who participate...

specially for furniture design competition,

i understand that 4 of u have to put more effort cuz of khairul...

aiks...

anyway, try your best la!!

bye~~

tuut... stuck~~

2009-11-15T06:26:00.000-08:00

watched 2012 last 2 days,
kinda crazy for this movie,
went to time square, end up my sis which went first to time square told us that tickets were sold out,
so we instantly changed to another cinema,
at kepong jusco,
thanks to mr. chong who bought tickets for us earlier,
he was there before we reached there...

the movie was not bad,
but some part was too un-real,
haha...
but overall i liked it la,
should watch it at least once in those big screens...

this 2 days stayed at MU instead of going back ulu yam,
should be a lot of work to do,
but i dno how to continue...
and i waste my time doing nothing...
went to one utama with hansen, zuo and penguin instead...
watched "Ninja"... eww!!
the effect of killing people was funny to me...
blood spill out like how your mum water plants with a hose...

now... still didnt start to do my work yet,
should sleep later a bit tonight...
hui san wasnt home now,
wonder where she is...

i think i felt much more better than before,
giving feelings away isnt that bad as i thought,
at least i can be more cheerful as before...
thanks to my friends who support me all the time,
god bless you all...

and also, having feelings for someone who you care of,
it wasnt always a bad thing to be....
you'll know that he/she is the one you really really want to live for,
really really wanted to be with,
really really wanted to appreciate...
even it happens to be only friends,
just let him/her know that you just want them to be happy...

hohoho...
what am i trying to say again??
goodbye memories...
tuut!
be sure, you always think of what you really want...
before you regret...

bye~

mr chong's birthday

2009-11-11T04:48:00.000-08:00

i dno why i cant upload pictures to my blog with my sis's laptop...
my laptop is still in operation,
in metroview hospital, lol...
but there's photos in facebook profile that u guys can take a look...

last night went to celebrate mr chong's birthday,
it was a crazy moment,
imagine that i laughed for more than half an hour non stop!
laugh till i cry?!
laugh till i cant finish up my food...
laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh like crazy!!!
tuuut...
hahahahahaha...
had dinner at kepong's wong kok restaurant,
ordered the super big milk tea of course...
happy birthday again mr chong!
u're the cutest bear ever,
next time only we replace our time for kareoke la!!

last night penguin and hansen came over to MU,
3 of them went for movie,
and i didnt get to spend time with them also,
just saw them sleeping when i woke up early this morning,
tuuut...

today whole class of us went to look for light bulb,
took us like for few hours just to search around for a suitable one,
but end up the light bulb which need battery to light up was a really small ones,
so we didnt buy it...
we'll just discuss with mr daniel tomorrow,
hope there's other option for our lighting design...
tonight... have to come out with a light....
gambateh everyone....

see u guys tmr!!

giving myself a new try...

2009-11-07T08:07:00.000-08:00

well its now 12.07am sunday....
new day to begin,
and of course,
NEW WEEK...

i believe that everything's gonna be fine,
like what Debby told me,
mindset...
dont set my mind that im having bad luck every sem,
she said this kinda thinking really affect ones life...
ok!
so from now on,
everything's gonna be normal!!
tuuut...

still trying to put away loads of stuff from my mind,
whatever that its not suppose to be in my brain...
-.- ish...
too much thinking wont help me i guess,
change my temper!
change the way i talk!
start a good old me!

urgh...
too many things happen in 2 weeks time,
kinda... hard for me to hold on sometimes...
light of hope,
i still kinda believe in you sometimes...
kekeke...

need to format my lag old laptop,
need to format my brain as well...
next monday,
we'll see...

bad luck week (part II)

2009-11-06T07:59:00.000-08:00

WHAT IS GOING ON!!
see i told u its not gna end,
my car was hit by a bus just now,
and the side door was bent inside...
i just wna have my dinner peacefully WHY?

tmr am not gonna drive or go to somewhere else,
bad luck week wasnt over!
i wna talk to my best friend about this,
AND THAT STUPID MSN KEEP ON DC?
WHATS THE PROBLEM?
WHATS THE PROBLEM NOW??

im cursed...
i believe in that...
IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER I DID,
IS IT FINE?!
AND I DNO WHAT I DID WRONG!

... what could it be more than this...
every semester drives me crazy cause of this bad luck week,
this was the worst i guess,
2 weeks... 2 WEEKS OF BAD LUCK...

hope that everything stops here,
im gonna be fine tomorrow onwards...
i don't wna die yet...
good luck to me...
i prayed...

tuut...

bad luck week ( sem 4 )

2009-11-05T07:22:00.001-08:00

why?? WHY ISNT IT OVER!!
IT HAPPENED CONTINUOSLY EVERY SEM!
NOW SEM 4 EVEN WORSE!!!

urgh...
every sem, 1-2 weeks of bad luck week...
this time was stupid,
after all the emos and argues and all...

now,
i've got a saman cuz i didnt paid for my parking,
that time i was about to buy the monthly parking ticket but that guy who sell it didnt show up!
tuuut...

the car that i'm driving, mr wajah,
seems like he's getting worse in condition,
some lights could not be light up,
one of the car window kinda break in the inside,
it remains open all the time,
and i have to stuck in papers and cards to keep it closed...

today after class, its already 8pm,
we decide to yum cha at BRJ,
on the way there,
car tyre flattens...
luckily i had them with me,
my sister and her bf came to help,
sorry guys, giving troubles to you all...

what's gonna happen tomorrow?
i dun wna know...
i just hope that this stupid bad luck week wouldnt last long,
pray... amitabha...

this is it!

2009-11-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

love you michael,
went for his movie last night with hui san and penguin,
wasn't really a movie,
it was his concert rehersal that he was going to suprise his fans...
i enjoyed it so so much...
o.o some part was really really really incredible,
love thriller, love the earth song...
the earth song really was touched,
save the world and we had only 4 years left to do so!!!
MJ said that...
lol...
he was a legend,
he's humble, he's blessed,
he controls the stage,
nobody could trick him they said,
he knows his song, his tune, when to start when to stop,
when to blackout the stage...
although he's no longer with us now,
but his spirit will always stay....
tuut...
blogging bout michael eh?
keke...
didnt regret that i spend few hours for him...
^^ niway, should watch it... really...
rest in peace michael...

lighting design

2009-11-02T19:41:00.000-08:00

mr daniel asked us to check out those lighting design in tropicana city mall,
so we did went there yesterday,
5 of us....
long journey to reach that place,
plus time that we were lost in no where...

nice place to shop for sure,
and the lighting was different than other mall,
led all over,
changing color rapidly and randomly...

even for the exterior of the mall,

its interesting to look at it...

as for the ceiling of the mall,

those colorful lights ran all over in circles above us,

so far this is the only mall which havethis kind of lighting design...

this thursday have to talk bout concept again,

i hope it wouldnt be reject again...

so we were browsing through all these photos in class just now,

and our lecturer saw it,

he was kinda angry,

but he didnt say anything yet...

not until when he asked us to present in front and no one went out,

he became so frustrated and he off all the lights and fans and just went out...

tuuut... class dismissed...

ish...

I WNA EAT!

ish?!! are we gna make it?

2009-10-31T00:19:00.000-07:00

ish ish ish... ish!!

seems like sem 4...

i dno how to describe bout it,

should have been a busy sem isnt it?

then why are we always outside having fun?!!

should have catch up with them arent we...

but still, too pressure isnt gna make things go well,

so, a lil fun wont be too harsh right..??

as long we finished our work in time!!

cant think of any idea for any subject...

light of hope... seems like a joke??

will it be that im thinking too much??

and im not giving clear explanations to what i want,

nervous i guess,

the class became so quiet when i talked,

woo! help!!

guess have to work out for another idea...

lighting design, ARGH!!

last night went to mini genting again,

it isnt really far as we thought since we've been there twice in this week,

one for nelson's birthday,

one for annie.. lol...

we took san hui along with us this time,

spend for like 3 hours there...

talked quite a lot of stuff with jyh pei there,

lol... seems like, i dno...

should i take a step forward?

or just remain the way i should be??

-.- huh, im thinking like a guy now...

tuut... maybe cuz of the 2012 thing that made me think too much,

estimated that our earth is gonna reach to over 50 celcius at 2013,

lots of ppl are gonna die due to the heat...

dno whether is it true or not?

i have to did what i want before i die!!!

lol...

going back ulu yam lu today,

hehe...

see ya ppl...

cursed??

2009-10-28T07:21:00.000-07:00

not going really well this week,
homeworks, argues, lecturers...
ish ish...

these days went to nelson's place for dinner,
main chef: nelson
assistant chef: annie
junior chef: me
rice "cooker": jyh pei/ san hui
guest: ken/ luppy

could really save a lot, i only spend rm3 for:
1. marmite chikin
2. herbal chikin
3. lady finger
4. herbal soup
wahahaha... what to do,
save money ma...

left rm6 now,
owe annie rm13...
jyh pei treated me for tonight's dinner,
thanks to my "reborn parent"...
and nelson is kinda stupid...
i've still got my tiger biscuit leftovers,
gna be tmr's breakfast...

somebody interested in learning piano?
i'm willing to teach,
will give discounts!!
T.T ish... pathetic...

amber chua amber chua...

2009-10-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

well... actually im kinda get used to ppl calling me amber now...

ish...

today the whole class of us went to shah alam

to visit the musuem and library of tun uda...

early in the morning woke up and drive all the way to shah alam,

tiring!!!

but the museum not bad la,

at least we took pictures there,

(photos are with nelson and annie)

not as boring as i thought...

after that ken suddenly had the mood for kareoke,

so we went to sg wang straight after we came back from shah alam...

while waiting for our turn to the room,

luppy and annie started to write on the wall with his marker,

-.- tuuut...

this si what luppy wrote...

and this, is what i wrote on the wall,

kakakaka... kinda stupid also,

but funny when i look at it...

u guys try to search for it la,

its only at the corridor in front of sg wang...

we sang for like 4 hours and i feel like my voice came back!

haha... poor little jyh pei didnt really sang much,

but at least he improved a bit,

he started to sing, without using mike,

good one ah pei!!

tiring day,

we ate dessert at wangsa maju before going back home..

the hook of my heels kinda broke,
i wanna get new shoes!!

but i think my mom wouldnt be happy for it...

aiks..

did laundry, washed my sneaker...

TIRING!!!!

im still wondering whether to skip class tmr...

and go back ulu yam...

somebody save me!!

bad day eh?

2009-10-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

well lets see what i missed out for blogs that i should have update,
kedah trip, new sem, etc etc...
not gonna write la,
let it be history...

penguin came to overnight at our place for few days,
envy him for having such a relaxing weekdays,
hang out with us whenever he wants to...

well this sem is definitely different than the previous sem,
like...
something's not right??
maybe it's cuz of our new lecturer?
or some other things happened around us..?

nah... i know...
it's cuz of this was the first time that im gonna tell that,
most of us turn out to be so emo today...
no one is extremely happy today...
so weird...
first time that this happened to us...

ish ish...
i dunno whether should i write all this in my blog,
don't really want ppl to know that im not happy...
where's our amber chua today??
(yea i finally didnt denied that im amber chua,
even mr mazlan laughed about it too... :])

anyway,
i must have a bit responsible
that i messed up our day today in class,
sorry guys...
(and it rained so heavily outside that time)

since 8am i left home to class,
and stayed until 8pm...
did homework there,
and watched an episode of tvb's new drama...
it was so jam that evening,
and i took half an our to reach home,
(whr did all those cars came out all of a sudden?)

took hui san, penguin, zuo and yan out for dinner straight away,
even i felt tired but i really don't feel like going home yet,
cause it made me think of my homework again...
ish....
so i decided to go for pool table with them,
hit my stress and emo-ness away...
and i really did! :)
thanks to
the ulu yamers...

urgh...
gonna sleep early today,
dont wna think of it anymore,
good night ppl,
and good night to him,
(although he wont care)

byez..
tuut...

ish ish!

2009-10-15T22:15:00.000-07:00

i missed up so much thing to write!
since the trip to kedah till now,
ish!!!!
cant upload my photos succesfully...
so....
give me few more time eh?
I'LL POST IT UP SOMEDAY!

last night went to MOS with hometown friends and college friends,
a whole big bunch of people gone crazy for the dance floor!!
it's kinda sudden to plan to do to MOS,
cuz we're like just,
let's go clubbing,
oh ok!
and that's it... tuut...
there we are again,
but like what penguin said,
never regret everytime we went there,
kaka....
everybody seems to have fun there,
and i felt like i did loads of exercise...
TIREDD AND PAIN!!!

anyhow finally get to bring my college friends to that place,
kaka... spend quite much,
but nevermind la...
for MIA, CHEERS!

p/s: for MIAn's who went last night, hope u guys had fun and, guess thr's no next time? kaka!!

Happy mooncake festival~

2009-10-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

had a small small celebration for mooncake festival,
having steamboat at my place... ^^

its been a long time since we had this kind of party at home,
the last time was BBQ'ing at zuo's place i guess...
the moon wasn't really that round last night,
i wonder why...?

played candles and lanterns outside of my house,
we even spell our names with them,
hahaha... kido eh?
but fun lo...
haven did this since ages ago...
XD

zuo and xian's name...

hui san's name...

han sen's name...

my name...

being 19 isn't too old for this kind of things,

it's still fun for us,

to decorate my mum's plant with lights...

(sorry plant)

after this they stayed up quite late,

playing mahjong and Xbox...

losers have to be punish by dripping wax on us,

which wa really hurt!

hurt than the ones we played at pangkor island!! T.T

tuut...

happy mooncake festival everyone!

Pulau Pangkor, LOVE YA!

2009-10-01T07:03:00.000-07:00

this trip is really memorable,
first time ride motorbike around the island...
thanks to our tour guide nelson,
who is our ever pangkor boy...
pangkor ppl are nice ppl,
specially nelson's family~~
THANK YOU AUNTY UNCLE!!

the first day we reach pangkor island,
we went to nelson's house...
this is the first time i went to a real... FISHING VILLAGE!!
its like usually ppl have backyard at behind their house,
but in fishing village,
u have sea behind ur house,
how cool is that!!?
and those fishing boat and ships...
they have place to park their ships instead of cars! XD

after that we rent motorbikes,
and ride them back to our apartment...
CORAL BAY
been there last year when i went to pangkor with my housemates...
then nelson took us to guan yin miao,
after a little bit of jungle tracking,
we reach this very pretty corner of the beach,
with 2 love tree thr on the rocks,
as shown below... XD

y is it called the love tree?
cuz its only this 2 trees which look alike grow on the chink of the rock...
took a lot of photos there...
then a tragic happen,
my SLIPPERS r GONE!!
flush by the sea wave to the ocean,
poor slippers...

found that food in Pulau Pangkor is nice,

no matter its a restaurant, a stall, mamak or what la,

cant deny that most of them also taste good de wo...

why ha???

the second day went to this kota belanda,

place whr the dutch came to our land??

we just took few pictures there,

then we went for boat trip...

boat trip wasnt as fun as last time we went...

this uncle didnt took us to many place to visit...

but with all of them feel ok la,

haha...

and we played with dead jellyfish...
XD EWWWW...
we found it on the beach,
at first we're like leave it to where it was,
just took picture with it...
then dno who started to tear it off apart(which is kinda cruel),
and throw it to other ppl!! (more cruel)
and even put parts of them in our clothes!!! (SUPER CRUEL!)
but thanks to jellyfish la,
if not we got nothing better to do at that beach also.. XD

after boat trip we went for banana boat,

mayb there's no strong sea current,

so its not... really fun la...

penguin and annie got hurt cuz of that game,

both knock on their lips and bleed...

tuut...

but also ok nia,

like the last part when we got toss into the sea!!

well ths second game is what i call a game!

its the first time i tried this game,

i dno what is it called,

but its really fun lo!!!
need a lot of strength to play this...

the next day all limb muscle pain!!!

that night we had steamboat at nelson's place,

nelson's dad and mum were like so worry bout us,

^^ they're kind ppl....

miss oscar and linda also...

although 3 days 2 nights,

enjoy these 3 days in pangkor...

thanks to nelson~~

hohoho...

non stop whole week

2009-09-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

im gna die for sure!
XD non stop for this whole week...
first day of holiday we went to cameron highlands,
3 days 2 nights...

well its not our first time to cameron highlands,
but this time we went to some new places that we never been before last time,
of course places we couldnt miss out was the market and the strawberry plus tea farm,
ate quite a lot there, till u dno what is the feeling of hungry... XD

we made our own sushi at the apartment,

not really professional,

but everyone was having a pretty great time,

cuz all roll out ugly shape sushi.... lol...

even my dad tried to make one!

this is mossy-mossy hill,

which is the first time we've went there...

it's a cool place i have to say,

very very cold weather plus,

with moss growing everywhr on the trees...

looks more like a dreamland to me...

and this was the time gallery,

new spot of cameron highlands,

quite interesting to see all those antiques they had inside,

well its not really that old la,

but really fun to take photos there!!

XD not much picture in my blog,

check it out in facebook...

after cameron, the next day i went to kl,

to shop with annie, nelson, jyh pei and jia chuan...

wednesday, thursday same activity- shopping...

then friday my hometown friends penguin, hui san they all went to 1 utama,

and i followed them...

today went cheong k with luppy, me chong and the rest...

TMR GOING PANGKOR FOR 3 DAYS...

urghhh... should i rest???

hahaha...

but thats what i call holiday~~

ITS OVERRR~~

2009-09-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

CANT WAIT FOR MY HOLIDAYS TO,
CAMERON,
PULAU PANGKOR,
probably a lot yet to plan,
kekekekekekekeke....
happy holidays everyone!

so so so tired...

2009-09-15T09:42:00.000-07:00

lately really cant sleep well,
always stay coll till 11am plus...
eat supper instead of dinner,
im gna be fat with this lifestyle...
URGHH!
until thursday only!!
AFTER THAT CAN GO VACATION!
so go for it!!!

sem 3 student gone mad~~~

2009-09-12T07:56:00.001-07:00

SEM 3 ALL KI SIAO EDI!!
this weeks almost everyday we stay until midnight at coll,
even the guards had nothing to do with us cuz we insist to stay,
khor brought his speaker to play songs in class,
and we even use the projecter to watch movie at night in class!!
ALL OF US GONE CRAZY CUZ OF ID ASSIGNMENT!!!
even for moral exam,
we spend for like 3 hours doing revision together at coll,
using funny and horny words to memorize for each chapter... XD

today after our class we went to springfield for dinner,
it was our lucky day cuz they're having salad buffet for those who ordered some particular meal,
and we can refill as much as we can,
and it was VERY VERY NICE!
especially the potato salad!!!!
while we're waiting for our food,
we played this game again....
well i called it the scary falling block game,
(whats the real name for it actually??)

at first its like normal,
take one and put on top,
take another one and put on top...
not until it became really really high...

really really reall really high...

really really really EXTREMELY HIGH...

THAT'S THE FIRST TIME I PLAYED THAT TILL THIS HIGH!!!

lol... then after that we cheated a bit cuz we don't want it to fall,

but its kinda amazing to see how it stands like that,

the base are all supported with only one wood stick!!

lol... after that it was kinda late,

so we're like, ok la go back lo go back lo...

then suddenly Luppy found this super huge board game!!

they were like so excited,

"LETS PLAY ONE ROUND!!"

lol... then all the boys start to throw dice already!!

as we can see, among this 5 guys,

3 of them are 20++ years old... TUUUUT...

XD funny la to see them play!!!

then after this snake board game,
its really late already lo,

we should have gone back to do our assignment...

then suddenly Annie found this,

its a really really old big black CD,

those our mum and dad time's black song plate,

kekekeke...

then Springfield's owner had this very own old recorder!!!
he bought it from Europe if im not mistaken,

in those second hand shop...

for about $200...

then those CD, he bought like one for $2...

o.o its so cool to get all these stuff.....

well its a long day today,

but i'm feeling great!!

IM HAPPY~~~~~~

lol...

but tonight not gna sleep to finish my stupid assignment...

p/s: Springfield owner changed his hair style, looks good on him!

unsuccessful fake dad's birthday...

2009-09-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

stupid ah ba....
ppl wna give him suprise for his birthday,
but he ruined it all...
lol...
yesterday was his birthday,
we actually wanted to celebrate for him a day earlier,
but he went out with his friends... -.-
so nevermind lo,
we thought of celebrate it on his birthday,
but we never expect that he came back early again that day...
his friend ah tiong came back first,
then he said ah ba is on his way back!
so we're like,
faster get ready before he gets back!!
but before we took the cake out,
ah ba was already opening the door...

URGHHH...

so we pretend like nothing happen,

then this ah ba is like... suddenly sit beside me and said,

"eh today is my birthday leh..."

"oh ya ah? so what's ur plan?"

"didnt celebrate for me meh?"

"er... u gna take us out for dinner ah??"

then he started to wondering around,

he went into the other room and said,

"did u hide my present here?"

then he walk to the fridge and asked,

"is thr any birthday cake for me?"

before we could stop him,

he opened the fridge and saw the cake edi...

=.= OIYOOOOOO... stupid ah ba!!

all of us were like,

WOOOOOI...

then he smiled and went into the bathroom...

ish ish ish!!

so no suprise already lo!!

last year we hide in his room,

but not this time!!

we just stand outside and wait for him...

not that stupid to wait inside his hot room anymore! XD

hui san is not here to celebrate with us,

but no worries,

my sister edit her in that photo,

which looks like something below,

XD kakakakakaka....

yeay everyone's here!

ah ba 25 years old ler,
getting older...
happy birthday jeffrey!!
hope you like the present we gave u~~
u're the best housemate ever!

pasar ramadhan....

2009-09-08T07:32:00.000-07:00

today we went to pasar ramadhan near our college,
they really had a lot of food there lo!!!
me, annie, luppy, ken, nelson, jyh pei and leong all
7 of us went thr in a car!

they really sell a lot of food lo,
we bought satay la,
ayam puyuh la,
fried food la,
nasi la,
kuih la,
n even yogurt drink!
nelson helped us to look for passion fruit yogurt drink in a big plastic container,
the guy who sold the drink told us that he only had 12 passion fruit flavor,
but we already took 5 of them
hahaha...
thanks to nelson our great "ah sam"~
he's good in buying all these stuff...

so when we go back college its like table of food on it!

feel satisfied that we could bought that much,

and it really made me full lo...

non-stop eating!

but there's one kuih which looks a bit like,

slime.... or mucus...

EWWW....

taste not bad la,

just its too soft and slimey....

ish ish... nelson bought de lo,

dont wna finish it pulak...

cute ho two of them,

o.o two little kids eating...

wonder whats the ending for this story?

kakakkaka...

let it come naturally la~~

Luppy's birthday...

2009-09-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

Well i thought of giving him a suprise on last sunday,
i even stole his best friend (mr chong)'s number,
pakat with mr chong to make sure luppy's at home...

THEN,
came all the way from ulu yam to setapak,
meet up with annie they all,
then rush to his house...

THEN...
me n leong went to his house gate,
then his dogs started to bark,
and his family member seems like dno whats happening,
so i quickly asked annie they all to come,
then when i ran back to his house,
LUPPY'S ALREADY STANDING OUTSIDE OF HIS DOOR...

WHY GEH??!!
WHY!!!!
luppy was laughing already,
he said his dad told him that his friend's came,
but he thought it's not,
so he came downstairs to prove to his dad that its not,
then he saw leong in front of the door... -.-

"GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM AND PRETEND THAT U DNO ANYTHING!"
i said to him...
so he and mr chong went back upstairs again,
while we light up his birthday cake downstairs... (a bit lame ho...)

after that we came up to his room,
mr chong is standing outside...
" luppy's asleep..."
ha? he's asleep??
then i open his door,
the light is off...
HE'S PRETENDING THAT HE WAS SLEEPING......
BISHKABOOOOMMMM....
100% za dao lo...
then he saw us came in and he's like just woke up n asked,
"what happen ah? what happen ah??"
lol... luppy ah luppy....
nihow he's happy la...

after that Jern took us to a bar,
which is kinda old...
saw few uncles and women dancing and drinking...
n thr's one white disgusting uncle who dance like mr bean,
we're like the kids inside...
lol!!

at first we act pretty awkward,
cuz some of them came here for the first time,
and the mood inside is like,
oldish....
even the songs are old...
but somehow after a while we started to play among ourselves,
throwing ice around,
splashing beer around...
just like those kids...

zhy pei, leong and ken were ok,
but luppy became drunk,
annie and jern seem to be a bit blur...
nelson also vomit...
they didnt drank much la,
but i guess cuz they didnt take their dinner before drinking...

LUPPY GONE MAD...
cant stop talking,
cannot make him close his mouth for a sec,
on the way back home he's like a radio,
talk talk talk talk blah blah...
annie's a bit blur...
but not as bad as luppy la,
hahahaha....
luppy's first time to bar,
cant believe that we still could enjoy in that old bar...
no pictures are uploaded cuz its all kinda...
ahemm...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUPPY,
21 years old lo...
soon we're gna be 20 luuu...
happy dooms day for id assessment also...
X_X

Rainovation

2009-09-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we went to this very interesting exhibition at Dasein college,
its called the rain + ovation = rainovation...
ken got the invitation card from students there,
so we went to check it out...

its really creative that they could think of this idea,
make your college's gallery rain!
well although its not really raining inside,
but i can see they put a lot of effort in this,
i read their blog too...
great work guys!!

this thing is interesting,
im not sure what is it,
but i dno how they made it,
and there's fish inside that thing also...
didnt get to listen to their explanation also...
sob...

even though we took an umbrella inside,
but we'll still get wet,
cuz water spread spirally...
i went out to take the last raincoat,
while the rest of them get wet,
hahaha....

anyhow its a fun experience la,
with luppy, annie, ken and nelson...
thanks to dasein we get to have fun in the middle of stress!!
lol...

this umbrella tent is also cool...
i wonder what will they do with all these umbrellas after the exhibition?
students get free umbrellas...
after that we went to wangsa walk shopping mall,
not much shop opened yet,
but i'm sure its gna be a great spot to shop,
got cinema lagi, can cheong k lagi...

today mr mazlan doesnt wna see my work,
lack of images he said...
nothing i can do...
aih...
bad luck week ler...

Bad luck week

2009-09-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

i think its gonna be my bad luck week again...
it happened every sem, everytime when final is coming...

the 1st sem i remembered that before final exam 2 weeks,
i lost 3 of my drawings which needed to be submit....
the end i have to redraw 3 of it...
and i quarrel with nelson for some stupid reasons,
tuuut...

then 2nd sem,
quite a lot of things happened for the few weeks before finals...
lecturer thought i copied ppl's work n gave me low mark,
then i almost hit by lorry on the way to college,
what else i couldnt really remember,
but i remembered that i had bad luck for almost a week,
i could still count out that there's 5-6 bad things happen that time,
but i forgot some of it...

then 3rd sem...
this week starting,
met car accident last 2 days,
luckily didnt die...
then today a small piece of glass went into my toe and made my toe bleed,
eww...
wonder what tomorrow will happen,
tomorrow we're having critic session for our subject,
i'm already prepared for the worst outcome that i might have for tomorrow,
afterall i believe that this is my bad luck week before finals...

good luck la...
to me...

Happy Merdeka Day

2009-09-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

as usual,
every year for merdeka day,
me and my hometown frens will go all the way up to genting,
just to see genting's biggest n nearest firework display for celebration...

we stayed at the haunted apartment of amber court,
which we're somehow a bit terrified since the black out at midnight 4am there last year,
most of the units are abandoned except for our unit,
nobody's there, not even a cleaner mak cik....
but everything's fine,
at least we could play masak-masak at the apartment...

countdown celebration was fun,
the performance are so so,
but what makes it better is us playing and taking photo around,
count along the seconds and shouted merdeka together...
sang our national song without standing straight! =.=
firework was great,
but last year seems to be better than this year,
niway genting is always our must-pick spot to see firework display!

too bad that luppy, ken and annie didnt join,

but they also have their activities on national day,

annie and ken went to dataran merdeka...

with nelson and fang da tong...

thought that there would be celebrating too,

tuuut... after that only they heard that they change the venue....

o.O nevermind la, at least they still went to other places

and took photos too...

this firework photo... eww...

actually its printscreen,

cuz i didnt took photo of it,

i video it all...

tuuut... niway,

happy merdeka's day!

KLCC book fair

2009-08-27T10:01:00.000-07:00

MONEY GONE!!!!
this morning me and annie went to JPJ to renew my driving lisence,
when we came out from the car then a lady asked us,
"miss wna change lisence ah? i can help u do express one..."
i'm like, "who r u??"
"oh, my job is just to help ppl renew their lisence within 10 minutes,
but u'll have to pay extra tips..."

i was thinking, should i trust her?
cuz that JPJ also quite crowded,
then she told me that she'll pay for me first,
after i get my lisence only i pay back...
"ok la, thank you..." i hand in my photo to her...
really wo,
within 10 mintues she came back already,
with my new "without P" lisence...
kekekekke....
rm80 gone... actually should be rm60 only geh...
rm10 for the JPJ ppl, rm10 for her i guess...

so we went back to our car,
then suddenly an uncle came and said,
"miss ah, driving in the rain is dangerous,
look what i can do for u..."
then he started to do some demo,
spraying something on my car then wipe wipe wipe...
"see miss ah, after u spray this u can see clearer even it rains..."
after one demo he did another one,
spray spray spray, wipe wipe wipe...
"see miss ah, after u spray this ur scratch will be gone forever, i still got one more..."
"uncle ah, i dont have money wo..."
"miss ah, support uncle la, see uncle work under the sun, all sweat..."
"but i really don't have enough money, i just renew my lisence wo..."
"support uncle la girl, uncle wont bluff your money one..."
"...... so how much u sell?"
"3 bottles for rm81..."
"wa... i dont have that much eh..."
"2 bottles? only gor rm52... or 1 bottle, u tell uncle which bottle u like the most..."
"um... for rain that one how much ah?"
"nah i sell rm28 to ppl, but i gice it rm25 to u since u're student..."
"but if i buy already i dont have money to eat wo!"
"like that... rm22?? miss ah can la, support uncle, yum cha money oso not enuf la..."
i looked at annie, she said, "buy if its rm20"
uncle also seems to be fed up liao,
he said, "ok la ok la, rm20... thank u ha miss..."

so rm20 gone again

but kesian that uncle lo, really work hard de...

nevermind la... no next time lo...

today had class for the whole day,
then we heard that thr's a book fair in klcc,
so we went there to see what we can find for id perhaps,
or some other things...

before we enter the book fair we saw ppl queue up to check body temperature,
so we just follow and the ppl who checked for us put a blue sticker on us,
wa H1N1 semakin serious pulak...
ken bought a bottle,
annie bought a pencil case and a book...
i didnt bought anything in the book fair,
cause no money ah...
we met sin hui and chor leng there,
a lot of our students went thr today too...

on the way back to annie's apartment we saw this cat,

i found it special cuz of the spiral pattern on the cat's body,

like somebody paint the spiral thing on it...

manja lagi kucing ni....

by the way,

ZEE AVI is malaysia's coolest singer!!

i love her voice so much,

last time zuo told us he heard a song,

"semalam i call u, u tak answer..."

it's actually her malay song,

kakaka...

but her english songs are really great,

u guys should listen...

late ler,

wna sleep edi...

too much to write!

tuuut...

jyh pei is the best! yeah!

2009-08-26T08:44:00.001-07:00

after today's class,
me, annie, luppy, nelson and jyh pei went to have our....
lunch+dinner at danau kota...
it rained so heavily that time,
last 2 days have nice weather de...
ish, don't like rainy seasons la...

on the way back to wangsa maju,
i suddenly remebered that there's an opening for idea square,
so we stop by there to check it out...
i banyak happy lo,
cuz i get things i want...
the strawberry is a mini vacuum,
which the price is always about rm20 outside,
but i bought it for rm9.90...
satisfied (although you might get it for free)

theni bought chocolate mask also,
and the cute contact lens case is for free!
the yellow one is mine, the green one is annie's...
but talking bout this contact lens case,
i must thank jyh pei,
without him i wont get this contact lens case...
actually the free gift i get is only a rubber band,
then annie got the contact lens case...
i wanted to change my free gift,
cuz nelson also change his free gift to contact lens case also...
but i'm so degil la, or malu gua...
i just don't dare to ask....
finally jyh pei help me to change it...
THANKS JYH PEI!! THANKS!!!

today ling ling and pei pei went back ulu yam already luu,

left me alone in this room...

so i invited annie to my place.....

^^ do research together,

tmr gna die ler... dno what to show to mr mazlan...

going to MCD ler....

tuut!!

sister's day

2009-08-26T06:39:00.000-07:00

last 2 days pei pei came to setapak to overnight at our place,
cause thr's problem for the internet connection at my hometown,
and she needs to complete her homework by this week,
so she decided to use ours here...

somehow mr mazlan suddenly told us,

we're suppose to design for 3 floors for our inn,

but u guys just do the 1st floor la,

cancel the cafe and 2nd floor,

concentrate more in your bed and breakfast design...

so when i came back home i'm like,

i need a break....

"pei, wna go watch movie ah??"

tuuut...

so 3 of us went to time square lo...

after having sushi for dinner,

we watch the laughing gor movie...

quite nice la,

i like the story line,

although its a bit confuse in the middle part

about the now and the past...
but overall ok la,

guys who are tvb fans should watch...

even the 'calefe' at the movie oso famous calefe lai de...

tuuut ^^

2009-08-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

last two days me and annie went to search for some books in borders of time square,
so we went to this krispy kreme to try their doughnuts...

for me is pretty sweet,
but somehow still ok la if i only eat one...
but i like the environment of this small cafe,
the mood is there...
we're like little middle age aunties having tea time....

i found my face became round now,

after i saw my photo in annie's camera,

last time it used to look like um...

a bit like sick face for me...

well niway its a good thing i guess...

happy to spend time even its only with annie,

just like those old days both of us hanging out in the midnight since sem 1...

miss those old days...

sem 3 lu...

assessment coming lo,

and we're still did not finish half of our work,

ishh!!

continue moving

2009-08-19T21:54:00.000-07:00

there's always conflicts happen in our life,
all we have to do is,
if it's really important, then solve it...
if it doesnt really affect your life, you may just ignore it,
it's not always that you have 10 problems,
then u have to solve all 10 of them,
sometimes only solve 9 of them makes ur life happy...

bitchy,
i like to use this word somehow,
to describe me for i am really one,
and i dont mind to be one...
well this is the first time,
that i really feel so bitchy,
in my college life!! kekekekeke....
i really dont mind to be one, really....

*there's reason for cinderella's stepmum to be evil*
*there's reason why the evil witch will curse sleeping beauty*
*there's always reason for why things turn out to be like that*

eww... what am i writing here is not what i use to write,
i like to share happy things,
but niway i understand ppl open up a blog is
not only to share stories in their life,
its also a tool for ones to express their feelings...
tuuut!

no more this kind of blog i guess after this,
promise to make this last...

our naive big guy- leong~

2009-08-13T20:56:00.000-07:00

well u see,
i had this so call recorded phone call, which sounds like this...

"tuut, tuutuuut, tuutuuut... (phone call sound)"
"hello?! ha mi lan jiao??" (hello? what dickens?)
(create ur own conversation, eg: hello? di gor ah? i wna take weapons)
"oh u wna take weapons? for what?"
(create ur own conversation eg: to beat someone up la!)
"beat who up?"
(eg: leong la!)
"oh that ji bai lan jiao kia is it? ok ok i'll take it, where is he now?"
(eg: ampang...)
"okok, im coming now!"

end of conversation...

the recorded phone call,
if u follow the timing and pretend that u are really talking to him,
it sounds kinda real...
like you're really talking to some gangster to beat someone up!
this is how leong kena trick by us...
after Luppy finish talking with the recorded voice(with loudspeaker),

leong :"who is it oh?"
me : "nah, just a friend from my hometown. Luppy ah, told u not to simply make jokes for him, he's always serious!"
Luppy: ok la i call back him now... (pretend to call again, but talk without loudspeaker) aiyo, i ask him not to beat but he seems like not listening oh"
leong : huh? what if he really comes??? he know where i stay?
me : actually the first time we came to your place, he did follow us behind. (suprisingly leong believe that)
leong : faster call him back! dun make fun of me! how if something happen to my mum?!
me : ok i'll call him back, but you talk to him...
leong: no no i don't want! you talk! (keep pushing back the phone to me)
luppy : just say sorry to him lo...
leong: NO! I DONT WNA TALK TO HIM!
me: (i started to laugh) just talk la!!!! (play the recorded phone call and pass it to leong)

"hello?ha mi lan jiao?"
leong : ......
"oh you wna take weapons? for what?"
leong : no no no no no, no weapons...
"beat who up?"
leong : no no no no no, no no....
"oh that lan jiao ji bai kia is it? whr is he?"
leong : eh... this is? NOT REAL GEH?!

we're all laughing like,
i dno how to describe,
i thought he would realise after he heard it once more again,
but he actually thought that it was real...
LEONG is SO CUTE LA!!!
anyway i'm sorry leong,
to make fun of such a good guy like you...
don't angry ah,
at least you gave us fun memories together...

we love ya!!
tuuuuut!!!

ulu yam vs mia

2009-08-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

taking friends from MIA back to Ulu Yam,
that was really really great,
although we're so busy with our homework,
but brought them back to my house is like having vacation,
enjoy every moment so much,
specially with my gang also...

so the MIA'Ns met the Ulu Yamers(what a name)...
suprisingly they can get along so well,
kekeke...
the first night we're suppose to do our homework,
but penguin wna come for a visit,
with the others and his XBox,
first night spending our time playing games till 3am!!!
while luppy and annie spend their time
looking at the computer screen,
playing "Plants VS Zombies"
what a silly game they say... XD
i hope our holidays never end,
and i dun mind bringing them back every week if they want to!!

don't have pictures to share with,
but wont forget times we spend with everyone at my place,
6 more weeks to go!
GAH YAO AH!!!

who said i long time didnt update?

2009-08-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

yea la,
really its been quite long since i update my blog,
what to do wo?
laptop spoiled, all the while using my sister's laptop now,
aih....

first week of class,
first day already stay up late to do homework,
the few following weeks might drive us all crazy,
3 floors wo! how to finish it all in 7 weeks?
last project was only one shoplot space,
and it made us all gone mad already!
now left 6 weeks only ah!!! yew!!!!!!!

annie was sick,
didnt went for coll for 3 days already,
days without her is like missing something,
see la annie u're so important,
tuuut....
get well soon ha,
buy u candy after u get well...

our time table sucks!!!!
see la now have to go back late on saturday,
then having morning class on monday,
wna spend more time at home also cannot,
yooorrrrr... how come everything turn out to be so...
so.... doesnt suit the time i wanted!

been missing out lots of movies since transformer came out,
didnt even watch a single movie after that....
ice age 3, land of the lost, proposal, 009,
a lot more that i can say!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so outdated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sob.... T.T

yesterday went to meet my friend from national service,
aijia...
she's getting married!!
our very own aijia is becoming her husband's wife!!!!!
feel so happy for her to marry the man she can't live without... lol...
too bad sim wuei didnt came out to join us...

suddenly thought back days in the camp,
how 3 of us pass our days inside for 2 months plus,
how we train ourselves to be so manly...
but when i read back the diary i wrote when i was in the camp,
(my diary was famous in my camp those days!)
its actually not a bad experience,
i can read that i'm quite happy with them sometimes...
moments with my ex too... lol...
wonder how is he doing now?? didnt contact pun...
tuuut...

2 years gone now...
so fast oh....
tuuuut....

*ngo jiong mok ngao~ / LJ mok ngao~*

holidays without internet

2009-07-23T21:04:00.000-07:00

well... it's really bored without internet connection at my hometown,
cant login to facebook, emails,
didnt even stand a chance to update my blog....
well its the second week of holiday,
thanks to penguin who borrowed me his Xbox for a few days,
if not... i guess mushroom will rly grow on my head...

last night went to MOS with my hometown friends,
have to admit that it's really a cool place,
well, although its much more pricy and,
something happened that night,
shouldnt drank that much...
tuuut...
wna upload photos,
but photos are not with me now,
will upload soon in facebook i guess...

but somehow when i rewind back to last night,
everything seems to be like a dream,
maybe because of the lighting,
and the music?
or the alcohol drink...??
tuuut....

the dance floor was great,
the music was great,
the mood was there,
but in the end my legs were kinda sore,
lol....

last week of holiday,
must finish all of them with entertainment,
otherwise don't call me EVONNE...

one week holiday gone...

2009-07-17T02:11:00.001-07:00

i wna write bout everything for this week but
too bad the photos are not with me now...
i'll post it soon...
to be continued....
kekeke...

^^ first day of holiday~

2009-07-12T02:39:00.000-07:00

HISTORY EXAM!!!
well didnt get to study much,
and i think i didnt focus much when im taking this exam!
why???
just to rush back to my hometown to see LEE CL la!
what a good friend am i...

actually it was a perfomance done by my juniors from my secondary schl,
and CL helped them a lot for this performance,
and he's in one of the show too...
our secondary chinese society teacher banned us from doing this actually,
but our juniors seems too eager to set up back for this society,
so with the name of their own they did it,
i'm so proud of you all!! ^^

after the performance, i went back home to take an hour nap,
later on i drove all the way back to setapak again,
cuz we had a special event for our first day of midterm break,
just to enjoy a sight in the orchestra at philharmonic malaysia,
and i really enjoy it so so much!!
yet not all of the performance they have student price,
but if they do have it's really worth it cuz student get to sit wherever they want!!

although we didnt manage to take photo inside the music hall,
and yet we miss out to snap of the photos of our boys wearing coat!
it really look so good looking on them,
all 3 of them, like a real man!
but after the coat was taken off,
lol, another story la...

i enjoyed so much when i listen to them playing,

love the plucking tune they made from violin,

love the emotion that Mr. Round(one of the violinist) made when he's playing,

love the soft tune played by the strings,

love the lady which played at least 3 instruments behind,

love the conductor who conduct every pieces,

love everything they did!

and of course Benjamin Schmid who was the main violinist,

who could play beautiful high pitch with his violin!

ARGHHH!! i would definitely go for second time!

after that we went outside of klcc,

took quite a lot of pictures with them,

and this is the first time i see klcc from this angle,

kinda nice...

well we spent quite a long time taking photos there,

then i took them to have supper at tin yuen steamboat,

which is the place i went with my homtown friends

for porridge steamboat,

i still like it a lot,

even though its the 4th time i been there...

this picture reminds me of something like...

couple with another woman in this relationship kind of thing?

kekekeke....

tuuuut....

niway tmr will go to genting highlands with them...

^^ and they're gonna stay at place for one day...

so i hope everything goes well...

tuut!!

SNATCH THIEF AGAIN IN FRON OF OUR COLLEGE!!

2009-07-08T04:12:00.000-07:00

This time was scary,
cause our friend heard smashing sound,
then a lady screamed!!!

tuuut....
snatch theif again,
smashed the lady's mercedez car window,
and took something in it i guess,
then ran as fast as they can before others came to help...

tuuut!!!
my car was just few steps away from the lady's car!!
how come our college become so dangerous geh?!
last time leong's car window kena smash,
now another lady?
WHY HERE?!!

now im scared to drive to college,
guess have to buy myself a whistle in case i met one of those stupid people,
and my friend said that the snatch theif actually look like a kid,
WHAT THE HECK IS THIS WORLD GOIN ON?

niway,
just finished presentation for Interior Design subject,
feel relieved,
but still got other work to do!!
tuuut....
CONTINUE NOW...

Hotel 626

2009-07-02T07:06:00.001-07:00

well if you people wna try some new games,

try this,

Hotel 626...

the charatcter in it its sort of like,

real people...

so it's kinda scary...

i wont show more pictures of it,

just show this 2nd stage picture...

if you dare to play it,

then try it,

i think there's 10 stages of it...

kekeke...

www.hotel626.com

CLICK IT BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE,

game available only at 6pm to 6am...

Annie's Super Grand Birthday Celebration?!

2009-06-30T05:19:00.001-07:00

our little annie's birthday,
with great great celebration!!
on her birthday morning,
it's also our college 42nd anniversary tea party,
all of MIA's family gather at the hall,
singing birthday song together...
as it's also like singing for annie also!!
tuuut...
cool if whole college sings birthday song at your birthday...

that night we thought of giving her birthday suprise,
i lied to annie that i'm the only one who is gonna fetch her to restaurant,
but actually it's 6 of them are trying to hide in my car,
3 girls hiding at my car boot (it's connected to the backseat, so they're not gna faint behind)
3 boys hide at the back seat,
but still, i made a mistake,
when annie got into the car,
i'm suppose to call for the suprise signal,
but i kinda chat a bit with annie,
which made me laugh a bit,
then annie saw leong's spec!
TUUUT...
she's not suprised, but she laugh all the way to the restaurant...

so we went to this COZY PLACE,
which is really a cozy restaurant,
tuuut!!!
i liked the place pretty much,
and the food there is also nice...
we kinda have moods in that restaurant,
it's actually asian cuisine,
but the interior is more like classic western to me...

and when the moment wendy sneak to the counter to get annie's cake,
annie told me,
"sorry ah evonne, i think i know the cake is coming..."
TUUUUUUUT....
ok ler, maybe i shouldn't asked ken to get ready with the camera,
and maybe that time she'll get her supirse...
aiks... but nevermind ler,
everyone in the restaurant sang her birthday song,
it's like so many people celebrate for her,
lolx, i wish i could have that kind of experince too!!
hahahaha...

after dinner we took picture at a small corner of the restaurant,
which looks like um...
houses in those romance novel???
well anyway, this picture that i took with luppy,
looks pretty like we're married,
wahahahaha...
i'm suppose to look bigger than him!!
tuuuuuut...

after dinner,

annie request to go to the look up point at mini genting,

since it's her birthday,

we took her there...

it's the first time i drove to that place,

the only guide we have is some directions taken from the website...

and finally, we're lost to no where....

after asking directions from people around,

we finally made up to mini genting!!

it's really like going to an adventure!!!!
first time in the middle of the night,

going somewhere u've never been...

but once we reached there,

it's really worth it to see such a beautiful night view of KL,

it's the second i went there,

the first time was with my form 6 friends...
i kinda miss them, wonder how are they doing...

i guess this was so far the craziest thing we've done for sem 3,

kekekeke...

annie's special birthday celebration...

19 years old already la,

be good girl kay....
tuuut...

next week assessment,

rushing again for now...

T.T

Muddy Road

2009-06-30T04:12:00.000-07:00

Last saturday after i fetch my sister from her school,
on the way back to hometown it rain so heavily,
have to drive really slow...

on the way up to the mountain road,
this was what we see,
muddy water running through the road,
it's the first time i saw this when i drove,
so i asked my sister(pei pei) to took picture of it...

lol its actually just to share what i saw,

tuuut...

i really don't like to drive in rain or dark,

people don't speed on the road oh,

hehehehehe...

H1N1~~

2009-06-26T04:24:00.000-07:00

heard that H1N1 is spreading in our area,

one of the class in wangsa maju's school had been closed...

and heard that there's H1N1 in Tar college too,

so today,

we wore mask in class,

it's part of the prevention,

and for us its like kinda fun also,

tuuut!!

after class we went to Dasein college,
just wanna take a look in their gallery for artworks,
so when we went to the reception counter,
wendy asked
" what course is available in this college?"
the receptionist kindly told us
"we have illustration, graphic design, animation, fine art and mass com,
you all had just finish spm is it? need consultation???"

well she's kind but,
we're students of MIA, just to sneak in and see,
and we're already in sem 3...
but still, we lied...
"yes we just graduated from form 5..."
WE'RE SORRY!!

then we went for a very cute cafe called,
... i kinda forgot the name of it...
is it happy or healthy cafe...?
tuuuut...

when we sat down we're like,

how come nobody came to serve us...

then suddenly we thought of,

is this dasein student's canteen??

do we need student id to order food?!

SHOULD WE JUST GO????

ken called his cousin who is studying in dasein,

so when she came she told this is like a canteen,

we have to order in front of the counter first then only we get to eat...

EEE feel so malu la...

so when we went to order at the counter,

the staff look at us and said

"u guys must be new students! i've never seen you guys before, right?"

and i think i said... "ya we're new students... ha.. haha..."

lying.... again...
we're playing this wood tower game(what is it actually called?)

while we're waiting for our orders...

and taking photos all the while....

the food there is quite nice,

and reasonable lo,

not like our MIA's "CXINXXSX MXMXK" stall...

economy rice without economy price!

Anyway after we went home...

i thought could start doing my homework after i reach home,

but my sister was watching the new HK drama,

and i watched it with her too...

until now 8pm,

I REALLY HAVE TO START DOING MY WORK AH!!

everybody please take more precautions,

wear mask in public...

ok??

tuuuut...

A Pile Of Shit

2009-06-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

i've seen much of shits these weeks,
tuuut....

last few days our toilet went stuck,
i found that it was clog,
after i finished pooping...
sounds disgusting eh??
kekekeke...

well, yea after that night,
my sister saw a piece of shit inside the toilet bowl,
and she asked me,
"is that yours?"

HUH?! could it be mine?
i remebered i flushed it already even though its clog,
and yea all of it did disappear before i leave the toilet!!
tuuut... let's make it,
unknown's shit... well it could be my housemate's!!
i'm not the only one who poops in my house right?

so after few days of pouring the renovator solvent fluid in the toilet bowl,
the shit was still there for few days,
and because of the chemical solvent it kinda like...
mashed?? or... disperse? or... scatter??
tuuuuut....
and finally its unclog,
and the shit was no longer there anymore~~~

today i went to Bangi Kopitiam with my college friends for tea time,
and when i went into the ladies room,
i smell something funny,
and the toilet bowl was covered...
since i was so deseperate to make space for my bladder,
i just open the cover and...
OMG!!!!
DISGUSTING DISGUSTING!!
shit... SHIT... SHIT!!!!!!!!!
its all like, the water changed to brown,
shits floating everywhere,
big or small pieces of them,
like the toilet bowl was their very own swimming pool,
float float float around...
and the smell,
OMG!!!!!
i ran out after i saw that,
and told the waiter...
"can, can u please check the ladies room...."
the waiter seems to know that something bad happened to me,
lol, so he went to clean the toilet for me,
kekekekekeke....

shits...
its like, yea i've seen it for 19 years,
but... i dno...
if it's unknown's shit or somebody's shit,
who would ever wanna see them?!
TUUUUUUUUUUUT....

Happy Father's Day~~

2009-06-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

we're so adorable aren't we??
making father's day gift for our very beloved daddy...
kekekekekekekeke....
well it's father's day what...

we made this so called happy clay frame thingy for our dad,
my youngest sister bought it from the bookstore i guess,
and she did all the carving and setting up the frame...
"Best Father" well... there's no words better to describe him!!
anyway it's form my youngest sister oso...
wooo hooooooo!!

that night we went for dinner outside,
with 5 of my bro and sisters singing teresa's teng song on the way back home,
just like in college....
sometimes i wonder that are we really becoming that old?
1. cause we're doing old people's stuff sometimes at college,
2. drink hot chinese tea ( young people prefer cold drinks)
3. sing old songs in kareoke ( songs from the 90s specially)
4. even the fashion in time square now we thought that it was too young for us!!
OMG WE'RE TURNING OLD....

dad looks kinda happy when he look at the gifts we gave him,
my eldest sister(Jamy) bought a wallet with her salary,
and we put our family photo inside,
^^ if i were him i'll cry when i open the wallet XD!!
tuuut tuuu tutuutututuuuutuut!!!

this photo was taken when i'm 18, at cameron highlands....
and im 19 now!!
why time passed so fast!!!
ARGHHH....
anyway, happy father's day~~

ONE MORE WEEK LEFT BEFORE SUBMISSION!!!!
all the best for us!!!

Springfield cafe

2009-06-18T04:18:00.000-07:00

i never thought that this springfield cafe would be a meaningful and inspiring place,
the first time i've been there yesterday with my coll friends,
luppy, annie, wendy and ken,
after that i feel like going there once a week!!

at first i thought that it was a normal cafe,
like other cafes we had outside,
but when we went up to that place,
it's all the simpsons family's pictures on the wall,
every single picture is all about the simpsons family,
this owner is one of the simpsons fan!!
and he kinda look like the bartender in the simpsons movie...

in a corner of the cafe,

he had all of his simpsons collection in the cabinet,

simpsons boxers, simpsons doll, simpsons pasta etc,

he even had all the simpsons 19 seasons of dvds in his cafe!!!

the owner of this shop bought a keyboard for himself at the cafe,

which he's generous to let me play for a while,

he had a collection of books which he also allows customers to read,

and he learnt playing piano by himself,

study and practice all by himself,

but he doesnt play much in the cafe,

he should have play it for his customers sometimes,

hehe....

the food in his place has not much variety yet,

because its newly opened for 3 months,

and he told us he would give more effort for his menu,

i would recommend the beef burger there,

its really really nice,

and for banana lovers,

banana oreo milkshake is a must-picked!

after we ate he came and offer us a question,

if we manage to answer it,

then we could get 50% or 10% discount!

so which question are we gna choose?

the 50% one or 10%??

50% is about the simpsons...

and 10% is about geographic,

since we had a geography master (luppy),

we picked the 10% question...

10% question: where is cape town located?

LUPPY: i know!! it's in south africa!!!

yeay we got 10% discount!!

so what's the question for 50% discount?

50% question: in which episode that the simpsons mention "Kuala Lumpur"?

tuut... i guess no one would ever know that...

then he took us to this huge world map he made himself,

and told us about his story when he was travelling all around these places,

i guess he had been quite a lot of different countries,

of all the photos he took,

and it wasnt those fancy vacation,

he could went to a foreign country,

and requested to be a farmer or some other local job for few days,

then worked and experienced the culture they have in that country,

for 5 of us it was so cool if we could have this kind of experience,

we were like,

"let's plan to do vacation like this!! this mid-term break!! blah blah..."

lol... i hope we really could have the chance,

even it's only in local places it will be enough for me...

p/s: he's using his 3rd passport now~

to people who wna visit this cafe,

it's located at wangsa maju,

at the shoplots right in fornt of metroview,

well i don't really know the address of the cafe...

I WILL BE BACK SPRINGFIELD!!

MIA IN DANGER!!

2009-06-16T06:21:00.000-07:00

tuuut....
today having studio class,
still stuck in nowhere...
i hope i can pass for this mid term project....
when we're doing our stuff,
one of the college staff came in and ask,

"who is leong chin hong?"
"me!"
"oh, somebody had break in to your car..."
"WHAT!!"

we're all shocked to hear that,
because leong's car was parked in the open space,
which everybody could easily see it if something happens,
how did it happen?!

we went down to leong's car to take a look,
his side mirror is broken,
mirror pieces all over the place...
nothing's been stolen,
only the roadtax....
WEIRD!!!!

after a while one of our college staff came to told us,
that maybe that somebody wna use his car to do crime,
to rob a bank or something?
leong made police report,
and his brother came along to help him a bit,
after that its like,
everything back to normal...

be careful to people of MIA,
beware of your stuff or cars,
cause in interior department i heard that even interior model is missing also....
tuut!!!

anyway,
I REALLY DON'T WNA FAIL MY ID SUBJECT!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!

2009-06-15T05:54:00.001-07:00

getting married lu,
brand new life to start again,
congratulations!!!!
shu li is our first hometown friend to get married,
was so happy for her,
and its the first time to be people's "ji mui"...

early in the morning we went to shu li's house,
to prepare some games for the bridegroom before he gets his wife...
we made garlic tomato salary juice,
and we also prepared black beer with two eggs in it,
it's kinda "ikii" to see them drink it, eww!!!
but the bridegroom's "hing dai" are really not gentlemen,
all not sporting geh,
bully us "ji mui"!!!
tuuut!!!!

well actually i'm also part of the "hing dai" also,
cause us "ji mui" need not have to drive to the restaurant,
but i thought that i might go back home early,
so i'm the only girl who drive with the rest,
its kinda fun,
cause we can put double signal when we're driving,
and we can honk our car as much as we want...
so when we're reaching the new house it's like,
BEEEP BEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!
hahahahahahaha!!!

i always wonder how is it gna be after marriage,

she seems so happy,

and her husband seems to take care of her very much,

she wants cake he'll get her cake,

she's thirsty he gets her drink,

like a very caring man,

hope they'll be happy forever!!!

after all the wedding fiest thing,

i came back at around 6pm....

gna start doing my work again,

my model design is been rejected, AGAIN...

mr mazlan tear off my thing, AGAIN....

and i have to start over, AGAIN...

well i just don't understand why i don't understand,

always try to do my best,

but after all... its... not accepted...

not talented? or just too stupid to know...

tuuut!!! 2 MORE WEEKS AHHH!!!

sweet chat~

2009-06-15T05:14:00.000-07:00

cant online at hometown,

something's wrong with our pc!!!

tuut.... that's why cant update my blog at the same day...

last saturday we had history class,

actually we decided to skip class cuz Mr. Bear is teaching things we had learnt last sem,

and we're late for half an hour...

and we had a... small accident...

lol actually its not an accident,

just we almost hit the motor in front of us and i wasnt wearing seat belt

and AHHHHHHHH!!!! EHHHHHEEEEEK (break sound)!!
i'm fine~~ XD

but the point is his class is boring!!!!

so after class me and annie wna went for shopping at time square,

wendy couldn't come with us because her schl mate came to visit her....

gorilla(ken)? he ah,

he joined us ONLY AFTER i asked him,

at first when i tell him me and annie going for shopping,

and i purposely didnt ask him,

he's like, ok la i follow the boys back home...

then when we went to withdraw money at the ATM,

we saw the boys... only i asked,

"you don't wna follow us?"

and he was standing there looking at me as like he were trying to say,

"yayayaya..."

just say it out la if you wna come

i wont eat you, yew...

so its 3 of us again,

walking around shopping....

i bought myself a polo T,

which.... i seldom wear it....

cause everybody has one, so i also wna get one too,

in my fave colour, YELLOW~~

can't get a sport shoe,

wna get the white and yellow one's from BUM,

but it makes my leg look shorter!!!!!

eeeeeeeeee my leg is already short and im making it shorter!!

at last i give up to get one... T.T

we went for dinner at sweet chat,

since i had the rm50 voucher and it's gna expired this end of month,

we ate quite a lot,

love the banana pancake,

bubur cha cha, what else?

the pepper chicken pasta was also nice,

almond cream, fruit punch,

mango desert, um um....

and we only paid extra rm7.70 after using the voucher,

ngek ngek ngek...... worth it lo!!

before we went back home,

i met my cousin who just came back from england,

my aunt and other cousins are also having dinner them,

happy to see my cousin back,

he's still the same, nice and friendly....

and saw him with a new girl~~ XD

but that night i drive back alone to my hometown,

its not really scary as i thought,

to drive alone through the mountain road in the dark...

gna attend my hometown friend's wedding,

she's our very first friend who is getting married!!!

we're old enough to get married, OMG!!!

time pass so fast.......

gna write more bout it in next blog....

TUUT SEI NEI!!

2009-06-08T06:20:00.000-07:00

YORRR....
last weekend didnt even spent time to yum cha with them,
so much more to move on....
i rebuilt my model,
since the previous one of mine looks really... um... *bleak*
so now i made a new one,
looks more tidy,
i wna put more design into it,
but im really not good at doing handcraft lo,
specially all those small and detail stuff...
but nevermind, at least its a new one...

today i went to talk to Mr Mazlan,
i asked him

"sir, are we gna face the same situation like this when we work next time?"
"not really, did u learn how to use Autocad software?"
"yea, but..."
"then that's not a problem, u will work faster with the software u're learning now, not much of drawing plans and sketching like this..."
"no sir, it's not that i don't like to draw, its the process of designing..."

well to tell the truth i don't like to drag work,
if i have my homework today,
i will finish it up on the same day as well if i manage to,
so i don't have to worry more bout that stuff anymore...
but designing process takes time,
u cannot come out with a good design in a same day,
it sure takes more than few weeks to just think of how you want it to be good...
and i continued by telling him,

"it's scary!!"
"what's so scary about? you guys are so lucky now compare to the old days, you have internet, photostat machine, laptop, car... Not like our old days, wna photocopy a paper is so hard, once u photocopy it u take that paper like a gold... and in our days we don't always photocopy, we trace, lots of lots of times!!! for you guys, wna photocopy 8 papers? right away!!"

and i just listened with Annie sitting beside me,
cause she had same problems as having too much pressure,
and she's more interested in fashion design...

"but sir, how come when i see some other people, they have their job(not as interior designers), after work they just come back and relax, like nothing much to worry about..."

"it's because they had become the best they could be, if you have the chance to be a better person in your career, why not? its not easy for you if you wanna achieve higher level! if u work as a stock boy, you check and tick your stock list, imagine that you have do it everyday, wouldn't it be boring? see now you as designers, you can go anywhere u want just to check out people's design, you would spend some effort just to see other designs, actually what you guys are worried? i really don't understand..."

i left that place,
cause i don't wna let sir to see my crying face, AGAIN!
im such an... useless crying baby,
how am i gna be like my dad if im such a delicate person!!!!!!
it's not as worse as i thought after i heard what sir said,
well... it's a process of learning what...
i'll remember what u've told me sir!!!

BMW doesnt come by itself!! people work hard for it!!

tonight's dinner is pretty pathetic to tell,
i ordered yee mee from the aunty,
then went back to my seat and waited...

after a while i saw the aunty was holding,
i think that's my yee mee,
and she was looking around my place,
at first she walked pass me but im not sure whether its mine or not so i just waited,
then she seems like she could not find her customer,
and she started to ask,

"who ordered claypot YEE MEE?"
"ME!!!"

so i paid, and eat...
after a moment another aunty came,
she look at me, and she look at my claypot yee mee....
"um, did you order this yee mee?"
i look at her and think... and suddenly

"OH MY!! I ORDERED FROM YOU JUST NOW!"

and i was like, what should i do?
pay for that yee mee also?
eat two bowls of yee mee?!!

HOW COME 2 OF THIS AUNTY LOOK SO ALIKE!!

short hair, same face, same dressing,
and i recognize the wrong aunty, tuut......
i wonder if they're sisters?

"um... nevermind la, help me pack it up...."
BISH!! SO FISH!!!
this will never happen to me, EVER!!
luckily one of my housemate at home can help me to eat it up....

ish ish, gotta start doing my homework again~~
be strong!!